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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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DistraughtWolf

DistraughtWolf

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Dec 11, 2023
25
Constant reminder of poverty. On a more positive note... the fact that i can be proud of myself for being sober & teetotaler in a country where it's normalized to be an alcoholic, smoke and use drugs.
 
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TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244
How much I suck as a human being in comparison to others
 
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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
284
My childhood friends, even when life isn't that bad for me, i could never stop thinking about my friends and how things turned out in the end, even if i'm just a temporary extra and a guest that rarely shows up
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
196
physical pain , fear of death and fking reincarnation , I hope we can choose if we want to live another life or not, I have been blessed to be human so I can observe how this shit called life operates and I dont like it. I like how beautiful nature is but its terrible.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,797
My life before illness and pain.
 
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Anura

Anura

Member
Dec 8, 2024
33
Positive (can be annoying): The most recent song I've listened to playing on loop in my head
negative: embarrassing, dumb or stupid things I've done in the past
 
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ben_

ben_

I'm Ben.
Oct 31, 2023
63
  • Memories of me having fucked up in the past.
  • Visions of me fucking up in the future.
  • Ideation of a bullet slo-mo traveling through my head. A (rightful) punishment. A mental exit. A positive thing.
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
263
Positive - Daydreams, fantasies (No I don't see maladaptive/excessive daydreaming as a negative in my case, frankly, it's one of the few remaining things keeping me sane)
Negative - OCD, physical health anxiety, suicidal thoughts and fears related to death and afterlife
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
937
For me it's bad memories that pop up in my mind, video games because it's a big hobby of mine, hanging myself/suicide.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,519
My pain. Unfortunately, right behind my eyes and into my temples and teeth. When it gets really bad I will literally go blind for a few hours and the only thing I can do is put an ice pack on my head, take every pill I can lay my hands on and go to bed.
What a life?? Huh?? ❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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