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Heavy_Metals117

Heavy_Metals117

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May 24, 2026
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As you can see I have to put the rope in between the 2×4s, but the rope would have to wrap around a half square shape. I'm not sure if an anchor hitch is a good knot for this.

Nevermind I can't seem to upload an image. My WiFi is horrible. Just imagine there's a half square piece of wood that forms a shelf drilled into a wall and that my rope will go through a gap in the top and wrap around the front. Sorry if my descriptive skills suck.
 
Heavy_Metals117

Heavy_Metals117

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May 24, 2026
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I'm probably going to attempt ctb today regardless, unless I'm too much of a coward again. It's my last chance to do it before I won't be alone again for long time. I'm tired of either feeling bad or nothing at all at all times. At least I can say I tried though. I tried therapy and medications. I tried to improve my life. It just hasn't helped. I feel like I'm getting worse.
 
nosense-user

nosense-user

hanging myself on june 15 2026
May 19, 2026
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As you can see I have to put the rope in between the 2×4s, but the rope would have to wrap around a half square shape. I'm not sure if an anchor hitch is a good knot for this.

Nevermind I can't seem to upload an image. My WiFi is horrible. Just imagine there's a half square piece of wood that forms a shelf drilled into a wall and that my rope will go through a gap in the top and wrap around the front. Sorry if my descriptive skills suck.
Its recommended arbor or bowline knot.
I'm probably going to attempt ctb today regardless, unless I'm too much of a coward again. It's my last chance to do it before I won't be alone again for long time. I'm tired of either feeling bad or nothing at all at all times. At least I can say I tried though. I tried therapy and medications. I tried to improve my life. It just hasn't helped. I feel like I'm getting worse.
Are you doing full or partial hanging?
 
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Its recommended arbor or bowline knot.

Are you doing full or partial hanging?
Thanks, I'll look it up those knots.

I'm planning on partial. I have a little shelf above my bed, so I can just sit down and let it happen.
 
Heavy_Metals117

Heavy_Metals117

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@nosense-user I just realized you're hanging yourself on my birthday. What a coincidence.