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Natanael

Natanael

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Oct 13, 2024
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It would really help me, and I'd like to know what keeps you going and what specific strategies you use when you're at your lowest point—or what helps you get through those tough times
 
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Natanael

Natanael

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Probably the people I love

Wbu?
I think it's a combination of many things

But part of it is my family, and part of it is that I'm really mad at life, which is why I try to fight

Also, my previous attempt at CTB was a bit traumatic
 
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SoLowHollow48

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Nov 24, 2025
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I think it's a combination of many things

But part of it is my family, and part of it is that I'm really mad at life, which is why I try to fight

Also, my previous attempt at CTB was a bit traumatic
I came across people here who dislike the idea of continuing life out of spite. Yours is definitely a refreshing take.

I'm sorry that you gotta go through what you went through there to the point that you attempted. Whatever it was, it couldn't be easy. I'm kinda glad that you're still here today. This means that I'm not entirely alone in wanting to stay. It's a comforting thought.

Well, I have the same reason as you. My family. I also want to throw a big funeral party. I can't do that without any money right now 🤷
 
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Mio_Kamimachi

Mio_Kamimachi

Too pale to bleed. Too drained to care.
May 4, 2026
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music! i can not imagine a life in which i don't constantly listen to music. music drowns the world out and calms me. music can speak my emotions when i can't and make me feel comforted. music can give me energy, happiness and make me secretly dance like an idiot in public. there are many small things in my life that help keep me going but music is the only big thing that helps me keep going. can't listen to music and any new songs of my favorite artists if i am dead. i assume i wouldn't care about this when dead but i am not dead, i think, so i still care.

i also agree with living because of spite!
 

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