What is your wish for 2026?

[Defenestration]

What is your wish for 2026?
Vote please.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

for me to die is what i wish .

i don't wish for anything in evil life or this evil world

everything else is to either get me closer to my goal suicide.

or garbage things i have to do like sleep , eat , bathroom , shower , work , chores to do lists . i don't want to do them i only have to do them to avoid even worse suffering because i'm still alive . if i could kill myself today then i wouldn't ever have to do anything , worry about anything nor fear any threats of unbearable pain etc.

to avoid unbearable pain , but the reason i'm risking unbearable pain is because i continue to live . nothing can matter after i die because i won't exist ever again as before i was born.

my goals now are to suicide then work on getting suicide ready. then avoid pain like having to sleep well etc eat groceries work a job to get groceries and so on. so me avoiding unbearable pain is a goal and matters but only because i haven't acheived my only rational goal killing myself

 

[Forever Sleep]

Ideally, I'd like out this year. Life's already dragged on too long. If not, I just hope I can get through another year as pain and suffering free as possible.

 

[FuneralCry]

No matter what all I could ever hope for is to permanently cease existing and finally be free from this evil, horrific world that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, to exist is a terrible punishment and as long as exist I'll just hope for beautiful non-existence where all is gone and forgotten.

It truly is so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes so much futile, unnecessary suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it, the peace of non-existence would solve everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I wish I could erase this existence, for me non-existence is all that's positive, existence is so evil to me, I see existence as the problem and I find it horrifying how a human can suffer for so long just to face the extreme agony of old age, it truly is an abomination to exist.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Just want to successfully & peacefully ctb.

 

[thefarter]

i get sn and drink it and die frfr

 

[Carryline]

I Wish to rest in peace and i hope 2026 will be my last year

 

[wishiwasalittlecool]

Everything is just an illusion. Death is the truth. Nothing can keep me ignorant and deluded enough to be "happy"

 

[cheaptrick]

To not be in constant pain would be a dream come true.

 

[lawlietsph]

to not feel this mental suffering anymore. one way or another, but make it stop

 

[madameviolette]

I need peace

 

[Defenestration]

Je prends du SN, je le bois et je meurs pour de vrai.

My wish also
Other votes please?

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Have some fun… do some good… get out young! (Maybe)

And keep chipping away at my SI, trying to better understand how my mind operates. Mental prep work.

 

[kuroshimi]

Chose the option "Die", but actually not sure. My life was full of suffering, but still have some hope left.

I will be glad of my death anyway.

 

[Alpacachino]

A peaceful and easily available option for CTB becomes available.

 

[Coral]

Ideally? Die. As so many others have wished before me lol. I just can't keep doing this whole cycle over and over and over. And I don't think I have much of a future to look forward to.
But I highly doubt 2026 will be my year. I wish it was, though. It's kind of a nice number too look at. Would be a lovely number on my tombstone lol.
But if 2026 won't have me, I guess I just wish for... peace. To not be plagued by this constant ache in my heart would be lovely.

 

[carfemtanyl]

There is a girl I really like but I know she is struggling too. I hope we both get better and might get together.

 

[Defenestration]

Thanks for your answers.

The more votes i get,the better

 

[alstroemeria55]

I wish I could just cease existing, I can't find any reason why things would get better when I'm this garbage of a person. Nobody really gives a shit anyway.

 

[dead dav]

Be brave enough to end my life

 

[Defenestration]

Ok i understand

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

The courage to get it done

 

[Al_stargate]

Hopefully I won't even see 2026. Killing yourself right prior to Xmas and NYE is kinda genius because nobody will want to show up at your funeral. Everyone got holiday plans and don't want it ruined. Wish I could ctb but haven't been able to go through yet. But need to have serious attempt hopefully before new year.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Hopefully I won't even see 2026. Killing yourself right prior to Xmas and NYE is kinda genius because nobody will want to show up at your funeral. Everyone got holiday plans and don't want it ruined. Wish I could ctb but haven't been able to go through yet. But need to have serious attempt hopefully before new year.

This coming weekend is perfect for me. I have an anchor point, I have a rope, people counting on me Monday can be informed. The catch is I want to spend my money (and food stamps) and enjoy my Christmas gifts. Also this is around the time of year where depressed turns around to manic so maybe I can give life one more try to be sure.

 

[Defenestration]

Le courage de le faire

Its hard
I wanted also in 2023 2024 2025

 

[RadioRamen]

I'd like to be done with everything, and just pass in my sleep or something so life insurance will pay out to my family but I can just be gone and no longer a burden

 

[Defenestration]

Je voudrais en finir avec tout ça, et mourir paisiblement dans mon sommeil, pour que l'assurance-vie puisse verser l'argent à ma famille et que je disparaisse enfin, libéré de tout fardeau.

Yes free

 

[Defenestration]

Idéalement ? Mourir. Comme tant d'autres avant moi, haha. Je ne peux plus continuer comme ça indéfiniment. Et je ne crois pas avoir un avenir prometteur.
Mais je doute fort que 2026 soit mon année. J'aimerais bien, pourtant. C'est un joli chiffre, en plus. Ce serait un beau chiffre gravé sur ma tombe, haha.
Mais si 2026 ne veut pas de moi, je crois que je souhaite simplement… la paix. Ne plus être tourmenté par cette douleur lancinante au cœur serait un vrai bonheur.

This circle is depressing

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

Die as soon as possible.

 

[Defenestration]

Mourir dès que possible.

Me to0 i hope