Discussion What is your reason for being on this site?

[MaxZM98]

Hi, i'm new here.

i'm interested in knowing what kind of people are on this forum. personally i came from incels.is, and feel shit about life because of my inceldom.

i'm also interested in how often people from this site actually kill themselves. i dont know if it's just a site for depressed people who romanticise suicide, or for people who are actually planning on doing it.

 

[HurryUp]

Hi, I'm new here too.
I was thinking the same thing as you.
I'm here because I don't know where else to go and I'm far to weak to go through this on my own. I have ctb thoughts every day I just need to find the strength to do something about it.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I came here looking for practical information on hanging. I stayed for the community, while I wait for my N to arrive.

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

Well I'm relatively new as well. I came for the resources to begin with but it's great to get involved in the forums and participate. Everyone's got an opinion, so share yours.

As for how many people actually go on and ctb, I've lurked for a while before joining and I can definitely say that there are a number of contributors that have bought a ticket out of here in that time.

 

[jaemus12]

To be honest, I can't answer you if I am just a depressed soul or actually suicidal. All I know is that I hate myself, I want to die but I am scared as shit.

I got very desperate so I googled suicide methods. I found SuicideWatch on Reddit that led me to Sanctioned Suicide there until it was banned. Learned about N, A, and different methods. I then found Suicidology and got word from there that Sanctioned Suicide had their own website (here) so I came here.

Decided to go with drowning. Currently considering options for a lawyer for a will or holographic will and completing suicide notes. I hate myself everyday wishing to die in my sleep.

 

[Terminally drunk]

Hi, i'm new here.

i'm interested in knowing what kind of people are on this forum. personally i came from incels.is, and feel shit about life because of my inceldom.

i'm also interested in how often people from this site actually kill themselves. i dont know if it's just a site for depressed people who romanticise suicide, or for people who are actually planning on doing it.

Ages Vary from young to old Boys an girls. don't worry tho about %75 of everyone here is single. Its more of a resource place for good methods to ctb. Can act as a place to vent. And whatever else. Free speech but there certain rules you can read somewhere. Havnt seem much inceldom on here so feel free to express yourself on the offtopic forum.

 

[Threads]

I'm here because of the community.

I've been a part of this community for over a year. This community is part of my identity.

 

[Circles]

I don't know why I do anything or why I haven't killed myself yet either. Just stuck not knowing what to do with my life. This place just passes the time to get through one more day.

 

[Dead Meat]

Came here looking for advice and guidance on ctb. Also to talk with other people since I have no one to talk to in my life. And most other people don't want to talk to me anyway.

 

[wanttodie]

I came here looking for a way to end my life

 

[Lra888]

Suicidal and it's nice to commmunicate with people who can understand what I'm going through.

 

[Otto]

I came here looking for a pact partner and to find out about other methods

 

[Help_Me]

Community, practical information, support

 

[zzz919]

I came here because I am Alone ...... I came here because I live in a large city in the United States and Nobody in this city communicates with one another except with cell phones ... computers ... or tablets ...... People sit in the same room with one another ...... They don't even know there is another person in the room ...... People are Enslaved by their personal electronic devices ...... People roll their eyes when other people are murdered while attending church ...... However ...... I'll bet if you grabbed someone's cell phone and destroyed it in front of them ...... They would have a heart attack ...... Their life would end because they lost their cell phone ...... Here's an idea ...... Go find a random cell phone Slave in the United States ...... Walk up and hug them ...... I'm sure they will whine and complain about it ...... But at least they will not be alone.

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

I'm here because I'm planning. I often fear that I've overlooked something about the whole process. If we get a wiki at some point, I hope to share some of the documentation I've made regarding various methods, but until then, I do not mind commenting if I can clarify issues and such.

 

[DreamsofDeath]

Wanting to find a method I know I can go through with so I know I will be able to depart, preferably soon. Also the community, though I've not posted a great deal, reading is helpful. There are many great and supportive people here.

 

[Trashcan]

To get information and be around like-minded people. It's so nice to be able to express myself freely and not have to worry about any backlash, pro lifers, or the police showing up at my doorstep.

 

[worldexploder]

I want to CTB, talk with like minded people, and support the right to die.

 

[AgingLoser]

To see if I can find a reason to live

 

[okyeah]

To see if I can find a reason to live

If u find one let me know!

 

[AgingLoser]

If u find one let me know!

I can't find your reason for you.
Only you can do that

 

[okyeah]

I can't find your reason for you.
Only you can do that

Well I tried and I can't find one

 

[AgingLoser]

Well I tried and I can't find one

I'm still working on it too

 

[RainAndSadness]

I came for the method. Now I'm just enjoying the presence of mind-liked people until it's time to go.

 

[TAW122]

My reasons are for gathering information regarding suicide methods (as reddit doesn't allow method discuss and even worse any pro-choice talk is heavily censored especially due to the recent ban of r/FTG, quarantine of r/TTG) and of course, having like-minded people who share my sentiments as well as being able to have a rational, open discussion about suicide without all the pro-life rhetoric and judgment.

 

[Red star]

Loneliness and benzo or pheno source

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Hi, i'm new here.

i'm interested in knowing what kind of people are on this forum. personally i came from incels.is, and feel shit about life because of my inceldom.

i'm also interested in how often people from this site actually kill themselves. i dont know if it's just a site for depressed people who romanticise suicide, or for people who are actually planning on doing it.

It helps to remind me that I'm not insane. There are others that share the same belief. Plus, I'm so disengaged from real life. It's hard holding convos or maintaining relationships with peoole that are making long term future plans.

 

[Goldie]

Resources on methods and specifically details on how to get N. And as others have said, the ability to have sensible discussions on the topic.

 

[Final Escape]

I don't know why I do anything or why I haven't killed myself yet either. Just stuck not knowing what to do with my life. This place just passes the time to get through one more day.

Same issue :)

 

[Cee]

came for the community, mostly. I like talking to people who dont just get all weird and concerned