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meowzers3276

meowzers3276

ctb on may 3
Mar 28, 2026
114
antiemetic hour prior, then benzos, then an ODable amount of opiates followed by 30g SN mixed in gatorade (or vice versa incase the opiates knock me out upon ingestion)
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Experienced
May 4, 2025
287
For the longest time, I thought SN would be my way out. Hanging hasn't worked and other methods seemed too complicated or out of reach. But I've recently started considering OD'ing on opiates. I don't have a tolerance for them and I can attain them, but I'll still have to do research on it. Luckily, the forums have plenty of information on any method.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
I jumped. And now need something that will work. So SN.
 
bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
117
poison hemlock. its gonna hurt like shit and i need the most perfect opportunity but that shit grows all over the place in summer, it's practically asking to be consumed šŸ˜‚
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,828
Yes, but unfortunately the source is no longer available.
Well, nice work! You have the Cadillac of methods. Antiemetics too? It would be a nightmare to waste it.
 
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Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
868
Well, nice work! You have the Cadillac of methods. Antiemetics too? It would be a nightmare to waste it.
Yes, I also have Antiemetics, both in liquid form and in pill form. In the Netherlands, it's not that difficult to get them.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,828
Yes, I also have Antiemetics, both in liquid form and in pill form. In the Netherlands, it's not that difficult to get them.
It seems unnecessary now, but have you ever considered getting euthanasia through official channels?
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
868
It seems unnecessary now, but have you ever considered getting euthanasia through official channels?
No, It's a long and difficult process, with many consultations with doctors, and I'm just not suited for it. Unfortunately, getting euthanasia in the Netherlands isn't as easy as many people think.
 
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