Discussion What is your guess how often have you visited the website Sanctioned Suicide in the meantime?

[noname223]

I mean accessing the site. Does refreshing the site count too? I would say no. It has to be a new visit to the forum after being on another website. I am not sure whether this definition is perfect.
I think viewing different threads could count as new access. Really unsure about the definition.

So I have 6885 posts. I am member or 5,5 years. I lurked a short time. Now when I think about it the raw number of visiting this forum must be pretty insane. SaSu might belong to the top 5 websites I frequent the most. I guess I use google more and maybe some German news websites.

I think my number imust be way higher than 50.000. Probably higher than 100.000. I mean I have 6,8 k posts. For every post I click 20 times to access this forum. I could be totally wrong though.

 

[Wojaczek]

i don't know but i hate how i log on almost automatically but then again, where else should i say these things

 

[SoLowHollow48]

I come regularly since my best friend died here. Read how to use SN and used that. I guess I'm just going on a fucking crusade to save others but whatever. I know that shit won't work. People are going to die anyways.

Some threads here are genuinely interesting and that's why I keep coming back. There are people who don't want to die yet, fuckers who supported suicide but did not even commit suicide after years (no, not you. Another user), and fools who got scared at SN cadaver but still remain to look for methods and romanticize death and suicide like crazy.

These maggots haven't suffered enough, I'd say. But I'm only saying this because I have so much anger towards this site too.

 

[Life's not a comedy]

I lurked for a long time and saw there was a search bar and made an account finally. I would want to add a comment here or there but never made an account because I thought it would be too scary. I visited the site a couple of times a week I guess before that.

 

[FoxSauce]

Sometimes Incel.is but if I feel way to depressed WPD.

Not proud of that

 

[SarahThrowsGin]

I know I visit it in an irregular pattern, like sometimes skipping arbitrary number of days, sometimes visiting daily. I mostly stay off when I'm at my worst as then I'm more fragile to experience of alienation - like wanting specific thoughts to be heard and embraced, not any thoughts. SaSu does generate positive feedback for me, but when I'm precisely in distressed mood, some of it may not get registered, whereas absence of reactions towards what seems important to me at the time, does then impact strongly. I don't view this as the fault of the forum, as it is not specific to this place: I have experiences few people genuinely can relate to, and struggle at finding words to communicate them on top of that.

 

[Topaz111]

I visit it a ton, way too much probably, but it's the only place I can be truly honest about how I feel. There are also many people I relate to and it's nice to be able to comfort them, even in small ways, make them feel heard.

 

[thevoidpointer]

Every single day

 

[PanaxMan]

I mean accessing the site. Does refreshing the site count too? I would say no. It has to be a new visit to the forum after being on another website. I am not sure whether this definition is perfect.
I think viewing different threads could count as new access. Really unsure about the definition.

So I have 6885 posts. I am member or 5,5 years. I lurked a short time. Now when I think about it the raw number of visiting this forum must be pretty insane. SaSu might belong to the top 5 websites I frequent the most. I guess I use google more and maybe some German news websites.

I think my number imust be way higher than 50.000. Probably higher than 100.000. I mean I have 6,8 k posts. For every post I click 20 times to access this forum. I could be totally wrong though.

Currently I've been using a lot more ever since discord cracked down on anonymous stuff.. it feels free to talk freely about topics that are interesting to me

 

[thelostautistic]

I think I definitely spend too much time here and it's not healthy. But I find it comforting in a weird way. I wish I didn't but I do.

 

[TAW122]

Almost every single day, then there are times where I didn't browse or surf this site because I'm trying to maintain IRL appearances (for obvious reasons), yet I still think about CTB to be the end goal, just a matter of time and circumstance for me.