What is your "dream" suicide?

[addictedfukup]

if i could do anything, seppuku in the woods next to graves i dug. On a full moon. Its so beautiful to me, But seppuku would suck so gun but all the other parts no matter what method ;)

 

[legoshi]

My ideal way would be to just lay down for bed and not wake up the next day.

My Second ideal way would be to take some meds that I'm unaware are laced with fentanyl and I just drift away.

 

[egyptian_baddie]

I wish i can die of leukemia , or any cancer in general so that my parents have a closure

 

[blvck]

going to sleep and never waking up

 

[kk13]

I want to bleed out on the beach

 

[Sans]

Jumping out of a plane from 40,000 feet.

I heard a song a few years ago about a paratrooper whose parachute failed, and he suffers the same fate, and the aftermath is about as gory as one would expect.

I want to go out that way.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

A sarco pod or some other inert gas method that's peaceful.

 

[purpp37]

I used to have an idealised perfect suicide but honestly I just want a bullet to be put in my fucking brainstem. I don't care anymore

 

[Nerned]

Quick, painless, can't track me down, letting me be forgotten

 

[♡Sayori_Kinnie♡]

I am in a flower field. It's quiet and peaceful.
I am alone in nature. The wind is enough to cool me down, but doesn't leave me cold.

For once, I don't have my phone on me. Just me and the flowers. (Flores! )

I am dressed comfortably, in shorts and a tank top, with a good pair of sandals (I like sandals).
I am NOT on my period!! (Matter of fact, I've never had my period ever in this situation. )

Death comes peacefully. I go to sleep, never to wake up again.
Not sure how I've achieved it, but I have.
It's calm, and there's nothing waiting for me on the other side.

There is no other side.
No expectations, no worries, no life.

Just a calm ending to this suffering.

(If only... what a nice dream that is. )

 

[Izolita]

For me being embraced and them using their thumbs on my neck veins

 

[emptymiku]

full suspension hanging while listening to a beautiful song, with pending goodbye notes to all of my friends and relatives

 

[hmnow]

Probably a CTB party where by the end of the evening everyone had CTB'd at various times over the evening. Everyone is suppportive in our collective end.

 

[charlavail]

definitely just going to sleep and not waking up. then i wouldn't have to deal with anything. like, it didn't hurt, no effort, just done. cozy too.

 

[fadedghost]

Being chased by police on a freeway in an SUV while drinking a fast food extra large soda and I feel like I'm getting away, but suddenly there's a tire trap and it catches my tires and the SUV is slowing down and suddenly I see in front of me a group of like 20 parked police cars facing me on the freeway, and I get out, charging at them, and then bullets start ripping through me, and I feel like one or two of them as I'm racing forward screaming, and then suddenly, NOTHING.

I don't know if that would count as suicide, however. I'm American and would prefer to go out in the most American way possible: in some sort of police chase that ends in death.

Of course, I don't own a car, so it's not that likely, so second choice would be SN I guess?

 

[JassieDusk]

Taking an "exit pill" like N and slowly drifting out of consciousness on someone's lap while they caress my hair and hold my hand telling me that I'm allowed to go

 

[gardenhouse]

Drug which is used in the US to euthanize death sentence prisoner, how come they die the easiest way? They inject them with benzodiazepines that put them to sleep and then combination of 4 drugs to stop their heart, that's no pain at all.

 

[fuyuu]

i'd like to be somewhere outside wrapped in blankets, curled up with someone who loves me, able to feel the breeze and sun. i want to watch my favorite anime one last time, eat my favorite meal, then fall asleep in said person's arms and never wake up. but shame that person doesn't exist :3

 

[thehorizons]

In a bed, thinking about my life in general, the good that I did, the good times, why I need to to CTB, and what the future holds in the next one (if there's an afterlife or reincarnation). Around me would be some letters or instructions that I've assembled.

I'd like it to be peaceful but sadly that's impossible to obtain. If you believe in reincarnation, some say that your state of mind is important to have when you're going to be reincarnated. Unfortunately, I think for most of us it'll either be fear, anger, or complete conviction.

 

[SoLowHollow48]

The ideal suicide is the suicide where everything goes to plan but I highly doubt it. The world doesn't work like that.

I'd love the day to be beautiful, like one user had said here. It's nearing the evening, the sky is pink/orange outside the balcony. I'm in the dark making my last drink, sitting on a big pile of plastic so my dead body doesn't stick to the ground. I'd feel bad for the EMTs.

Initially, I wanted to have a bathtub to slit my wrists in. I thought blood lost is a more peaceful death than SN (and the fact that I'm not a doctor so I don't have a sharp enough blade to cut through an artery) but yeah. I just make do.