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inkmage333

inkmage333

please just free me and let me die
Feb 18, 2025
95
I think I want to be killed by someone who loves me to the point of obsession. Or even do a double-suicide with a lover. It could be murder-suicide for all I care, I just want to die knowing someone loved me enough that they didn't want me to live without them.
 
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Implicit_Submission

Implicit_Submission

not a rascal. just a jackass.
Jan 12, 2026
7
i've always thought that the nightlock berries from the hunger games books/films wouldn't be a bad way to go. as an act of defiance with a lover, or not. going out on our own terms and refusing to be controlled.
 
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urgent

Member
Dec 6, 2025
75
partner suicide with the person i love. i'm too selfish i don't want them to be alive without me and be with someone else. i wouldn't want them to have a painful death though. in a dream suicide i'd want there to be some type of substance we could take to just die peacefully in our sleep laying together and holding each other 😷
I'm in to much pain now so I don't even want to say goodbye or enjoy anything one last time. I wish right now a doctor could give me a shot of a sedative that could knock me right out and give me iv N. Whatever works quickest. I would drink the MAiD if I could get it. I would do the gas. Or there a leak and everyone just painlessly dies without knowing. I don't care as long as it's to quick to panic. You know when they wheel you into surgery and tell you to count and you're under so quick.If I could be at a location, given the iv and be cremated immediately so no one who cares about me has to see, cry. I remember the pain of loved ones suffering, dying, being taken out, funerals, going into the ground, it's gut wrenching. I don't know why anyone still does it. Just die, cremate ,no ceremony or anything, no crying over me. I hate to see anyone in any kind of pain. I don't want to be the cause of it. I'm ready, come get me,give me the iv on the way to be cremated, get it done in a hurry.
 
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Sardinha

Sardinha

I love jellyfishes
Dec 17, 2025
16
i have THREE ways I would LOVE to die::

first off, I ABSOLUTELY DON'T want to die and get buried in a coffin! i've spent my whole human life feeling sooo trapped... i want to be FREE!!! i'd die somewhere my body could feed new lives, like plants and animals and stuff. my remains would nourish... bird muscles, for example!! and in a way, i'd be flying right along with them!! i'd NEVER want to be stuck in a coffin, i want the cycle of life to just KEEP GOING!!

and if by some MISERABLE twist of fate they found my body and decided to bury me anyway, then please let it be in an open field and plant jasmines (my favorite flowers!!) right where I'm buried. i'd become flowers!! when someone came to visit, instead of some boring concrete box, there'd be a whole field of blooms

or... turn me into ashes and scatter them together with jasmine petals from a high place, like the top of a mountain or out over the sea. i'd LOVE letting the wind take me wherever it wanted, to some super cool spot or the most boring one ever... i wanna see it all
 
stardusted

stardusted

Member
Dec 28, 2025
7
if i could magically have whatever i wanted, i'd die falling asleep in my girlfriend's arms… more realistically, though, my ideal suicide would be somewhere outdoors. in a forest, maybe. i'd lay out a blanket for myself, drink the sn and then lie back and look up at the trees and peacefully slip away, hopefully. that sounds fairly plausible, right? i often think about what song i'd want to be listening to when i die, but i've decided i think i should go quietly.
 
GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
32
falling "asleep" while listening to music would be lovely and ideal i think the most easy and peaceful. and doing it right after hanging out with my best friend so i could see them one last time. my last two attempts i tried to time it like that. while wearing the necklace they gave me so it's like they are with me...or just having them actually with me would be so nice


part of me likes the idea of jumping as well. would be less relaxing and i couldn't be listening to music as i go, but it appeals to me for some reason.
 
justanotherbody

justanotherbody

The Forgotten
Dec 18, 2025
56
To just not be. Press a button, cease existence. No pain, no suffering, no going back. Just off.

Closest equivalent is a shotgun.
 
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Abandoned Phantom

Abandoned Phantom

Member
Oct 3, 2025
85
To be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Like I'm going to the bank, and as I'm waiting in line, armed robbers come in blasting, and I catch a stray bullet which kills me. Or maybe I decide to play the hero. But it's a complete fluke! Without warning. SI cannot intervene, and nobody knows that I wanted to die anyways. Has everyone here seen the final destination films? Something like that might be nice. Not the constantly fearing death part, but the suddenly dying part.
 
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ToANewWorld

Rarity
Apr 16, 2025
93
Take the 5 drug execution mix. Close my eyes and go to sleep without ever waking up.
 
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lpdsvm

Member
Jan 11, 2026
21
I think a quiet place will suffice. I remember I overdid laughing gas in balloon and I almost passed out. I had a bad feeling but I believe it is the best method to CTB with gas. A mask + a gas tank and all the equipment to connect it. or of it is possible fill the room with that given the fact it won't hurt anyone and it is just as good. Then I would need to get drunk (I rarely drink) with some music. I will feel happy then with some lightheadedness and weakness I will slowly lay down feel heavy and drift away. Very uncomfortable but I think it is similar to anesthesia. Actually I don't mind getting that instead then gas.
 

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