what is there to be happy about?

[batmanreal]

expressing your misery is so pointless most of the time. my life, mind, and situations are all so dire, people very obviously have no real advice to give me when i tell them that i need to die. going through each unsolvable issue one by one, the conversation goes from condolences and advice pertaining to each specific topic i'm venting about, to very general words of encouragement. maybe they just get exhausted or bored or frustrated with the conversation, but it doesn't really seem like that a lot of the time. there's just no advice to give to me, i'm cooked. i feel bad for getting annoyed at the responses, but it's the same shit over and over.
"you're so young", "everything seems like the end of the world when you're a teenager", etc. — none of that changes anything. every issue i have now will persist.
"time heals all wounds" — ties into the last point. most of my issues aren't really comparable to temporary wounds. time simply cannot fix what's wrong with me. if anything, time will only make my issues worse.
"there's someone out there who has it worse than you" — no shit, that doesn't change anything.

everything is shit. i can't think of a single reason to feel motivated, let alone happy. the only reason i even get out of bed is because i have to. there's nothing to look forward to. nothing goes my way. i never get anything that i want, no matter how stupid or minuscule it is. i have no one to talk to and nothing to do. i don't mean anything to anyone, i hate all of my hobbies, i'll never live the life i want to live, i hate my job, the list goes on. there's nothing enjoyable in this life. i'm just aimlessly existing until i can finally obtain my gun.

 

[kunikuzushi]

There's nothing to be happy about. And then it will all end.

 

[58Alice85]

You are 100 percent right. Normies are just in ultimate cope and denial. God gave them everything and they threw everything away for nothing.

 

[Hollowman]

Nothing

 

[vampire2002]

honestly, the brief moments of joy i do feel just rub salt in the wound. they make me realize how miserable and hopeless my life is the vast majority of the time. it will never last, i will never get better. i feel like i was cursed from the very moment i was conceived.

 

[EmptyBottle]

for me, the ability to still type is nice... tho without that, existence would be dull for me.

Doesn't mean I have not wished non existence... at many points I have wished it.

 

[DaisiesRegrets]

There are so few things which actually matter on this planet and could probably make people like us happy. All we do is search and search for invisible needles in this hellish haystack which we call our world. It's truly terrible how you can seemingly be born broken, and no one will come to understand or help. We're simply different and that difference isn't celebrated or cared for. For them there's no such thing as fixable when it comes to humanity, just unbreakable.