What is the worst thing about being alive?

[Ghassane]

Being lonely.

 

[NomadicWolf382]

My family, with the exception of one or two individuals. Humans in general

 

[KleinerWolf]

Bad cards dealt in life that either cannot/extremely difficult to alter

 

[Lookingtodie]

Being a highly sensitive ugly autistic extremely sexually frustrated adult kissless hugless virgin fucking loser

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Emptiness and boredom, the feeling that I am just a husk with no personality, looks, skills, stories or anything. I hate it, it's worse than actual anxiety and sadness for me because it's just so lonely and makes me feel like I'm just fading out of existence.

 

[giles corey]

i could never choose. maybe my neighbors dogs barking all day or someone in front of me using too many coupons. it's the little things that really make you wanna blow your brains out.

 

[terry_a_davis]

Death of loved one's and (humans and pets).

 

[LUCIFERYAN]

Realize we are only slaves to a system based on useless politics and religions.

 

[Stavrogin]

Life is nothing but grasping for the wind, it is an inherently terrible thing.

 

[Meditation guide]

Pain and disability. I am so desperate to escape it's making me crazy. Right now my heart is racing with panic. I can't stand it another second but have no choice. It's non stop torture.

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

Pain. Endless pain. Knowing animals suffer every second and u can't help them. Fucking hurts so bad.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Experiencing life

 

[Heavy]

Knowing and watching stupid people get all manic about life and act on the fears for every stupid action they do.

Watching people and know they are fearful, and showing a happy face. That's the fucking worst thing.

 

[Elbarado]

illness with no cure and suffering

 

[Heart Shards]

Paying bills, My inability to to work, ugly, inconsiderate people. The worst part for me is that life is overall a scary thing

 

[Parisienne]

Physical or mental pain.

 

[JoeFailure]

Physical and mental suffering. And regret.

Not truly understanding how life works and what everything takes until last year when I was 34. Also not understanding I had severe ADHD until then. Or not really understanding childhood sexual trauma and why it's basically made me asexual.

It's a huge uphill battle and I'm trying...but it feels almost impossible for me to "catch up" at this point. I do think I had a lot of potential, I just needed to understand all of this about 10+ years ago. It's a horrible thing to wake up with every day.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

Having to work a mundane and meaningless job for 40-60 hours a week just to exist without even having any degree of comfort. People who don't have any real problems don't want to do this much less people who are disabled by various physical/mental problems. You are not free to do anything in this world if you don't have money.

 

[CalmStrikeofMercy]

How people love to take control of me and have me do things I do not want to do and threaten great violence when I do not listen.
Living in a sex crazed society.
Ending my life is a non-option.
Life is pure hell. The only peace is death.

 

[Meditation guide]

Being a highly sensitive ugly autistic extremely sexually frustrated adult kissless hugless virgin fucking loser

I bet you wouldn't trade places with me if you knew what I live with. I don't mean to be competitive in the misery department. I have pity and understand your situation. That sex drive can be a real torment.

 

[NomadicWolf382]

That I was not successful in my first suicide attempt, therefore negating everything I've been through since then.

 

[Deleted member 25174]

Not being able to cope the same way other people do

 

[WornOutLife]

Knowing that every day, you're older than yesterday.

 

[Sherri]

Having to wear a "happy face mask" for most of the days.

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

Going through the motions and not knowing why.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

Dealing with disabilities daily that ruin my quality of life, being gaslit and told that my reality is not so bad, when I am suffering daily with chronic pain, chronic fatigue, ptsd and autism. Feeling tormented and terrified daily.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Being Lonely, oh l know l have a Doggo and l love him to bits, But l miss human contact, being part of a family, waking up next to a woman, Farmwork, But I'm trapped inside this prison called my mind!

 

[Wrennie]

Being trapped in a crippled, diseased body... coupled with a mind that desperately craves death but is too cowardly to take the plunge

 

[makingsure4]

My mood disorder and isolation.

 

[ToughTimes]

The worst part for me is the knowledge that it can be enjoyable, fulfilling and with a reasonable amount of struggle and meaning derived from it. I don't dream of having a life of no aversion but one where the challenges I faced where more "fair" and gave meaning. I feel like I just struggle in pain and misery on and off for the sole reason of another go at the roudnabout with another twist.