What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[Mixo]

Lonely

 

[Thefuture]

Anxiety. I wake up refreshed ready to hopefully have a better day. Then bad memories will pop up like clock work and ruin my whole day.

 

[DarkNearDeath]

Suicide

 

[Ggimgone]

Apathy, I really don't care. It's how I generally feel. I'm working and studying, I could have a future, but it doesn't seem to matter, in the sense that relationships with people aren't worthy of pursuing, that culture sucks, that life perhaps in general has been horrible for mankind, that we are condemned until death frees us. Maybe it's all a test and the afterlife is good, God is what keeps me from killing myself, I see how I feel reflected in the Bible, Ecclesiastes, etc. and think it might hold the answer to all of this, so I keep struggling

 

[Seaghost]

Shame

 

[Blondie]

Nervous! Had a job interview for a second job

 

[DarkNearDeath]

Suicidel thoughts

 

[Blondie]

Lonely

 

[helloWorld123]

Resentmemt

 

[☆AwaitingEntropy☆]

Irritation

 

[FrozenMango]

Lonely

 

[Throwawaysoul]

Straight up loneliness and despair that short from a chance encounter nothing in the world will ever change that at my age. Hell, I can't even get catfished on shitty dating sites. :P

 

[TheBlackSwordsman]

Guilt, shame, self loathing, sadness, anger, loneliness, just to name a few.

 

[Night_Crew]

Shame, embarrassment, inferiority

 

[IfyouareamanWinston]

Is hatred an emotion?

 

[want2dienow]

anxiousness for SN

 

[Celerity]

Lust. It's been like this for the past week or so. My mind has been inundated with fantasies, most of them involving literary figures because I'm a mega nerd, LOL.

 

[Death is my goal]

jade

 

[jodes2]

I actually laughed and smiled, thank you SS members for making this place what it is

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?

Nostalgia

 

[jodes2]

Anger and depression, had another fight with the gf

 

[Wilting Daisy]

🅓🅘🅢🅐🅟🅟🅞🅘🅝🅣🅜🅔🅝🅣

 

[BRAINWORMS]

Restlessness.

 

[slushy]

Hopelessness about my future, which I feel pretty much every day. Even when I am having a good day, it stretches over me and overshadows everything

 

[jodes2]

Restlessness.

You too? Is it diagnosed akathesia or RLS? ADHD? Restlessness is not fun at all

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Sadness/Loneliness

 

[whywere]

Happiness, as I have been so very busy with work and have not been on SS for over a month and I truly missed each and every member. Everyone here is like family to/for me, as I have no family nor friends, and I care and love everyone here.

Walter

 

[Hollowillow]

My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?

Despair, doom, pain, loneliness

 

[whywere]

Despair, doom, pain, loneliness

Howdy!

Sending you lots of huge hugs, smiles, sunny days with bright blue skies and the knowledge that you are a loving, caring spirit.

I have 24/7 chronic pain and I can really relate to the pain aspect.

You are family to me, and I truly care about you and want the best for you.

Walter

 

[Teddybear]

I thought about the time the neighborhood kids chased me around the playground and down the street, yelling "Nigger" and "Son of the monkeyman" all the way.

And my mommy dearest always insisting: "You *must* have done something to provoke them!"

Yeah, I was still breathing, that provoked them.

In moments like these I get a lustful feeling about dying. The mere thought of it fills me with joy and pleasure.

But if anyone called me the 'N' word at that second, I'd kill him in an instant.