Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Gratefulness
 
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Rose45

Rose45

Member
Mar 8, 2020
11
I have guilt for the mistakes I made.
 
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thx1138

thx1138

Student
Jun 28, 2019
160
Feeling abandoned and betrayed
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
Rage...((and feel ashamed of it))
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,247
Overwhelming fear
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
Rage. I had to run errands on my off day, and I got frustrated. Then my ex kept offering unwarranted advice, and I told him to just to STFU, I don't wanna hear it! He kept flapping his mouth. I ripped his hat off his head and threw it out the car window...but we better now....
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
846
Confused sadness and loneliness; also a strong feeling of being very inadequate.
 
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ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
Despair
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
3,105
I actually felt happiness :happy:
 
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Last night i felt content for the first time in four years. I had drunk three glasses of wine however.
Today I feel weird :heh:
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
Profound emptiness.
 
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herondale

Member
Aug 17, 2020
8
hollow
 
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Inferdan

Inferdan

Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
Nov 3, 2019
450
Distant for one part, anxious for the other
 
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inactive

Student
Jul 26, 2020
173
Weirdness. I shouldn't be feeling this low today but I do.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
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Irritation. Windows is so shit. I wish I could do everything I want on Linux.
 
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
Jul 30, 2020
1,303
The past 24 hours have been outstandingly wavy. First part of yesterday, litterally at the top of the world, immersed into general love, probably at an ultimate peak. Later in the evening, total despair and pain, with a dissonance between my heart and my logic / reason but uncontrollable, which is the worst. Felt so lonely. Took Tranxenes without conviction to try to shutdown these inferno sensations. Like expected, it did nothing to help (Don't know why, benzos just don't work on me). Except woke up with a dark hangover like I have the secret when I'm doing really bad, with invading torturous thoughts.
I know why I fell with a knee down. I know exactly why and I don't blame myself. Though now I have to monitor this torment before it cannibalises me.
Profound emptiness.

I acknowledged a degree of emptiness in people around and it was creepy. I'm in such need of purity and strong consistant personalities.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

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Jun 5, 2019
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Loneliness.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
354
Sadness, depression...
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
Anxiety
 
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deadgirlahsatan

deadgirlahsatan

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
373
Pain :mmm:
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
... boredom, if that counts.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,446
Fear.
My healing period after the surgery is a month. A month, legally, is from "x in march to x in april".
Don't have any "when are you coming to work" messages, and being forced into some kind of "validation seminar" bullshit coming in september. Might lose the only place that I could manage to get a job in.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
509
Inadequacy
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Scared.
 
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