I don't know, exercising doesn't give ME anything either, I've tried it multiple times for long periods of times 6months+, when you see life this way everything becomes pointless. I mean, honestly, everything is pointless and even me rubbing this fact in everyone's faces would be pointless, the quicker we die, the quicker we stop thinking, the quicker we forget about this shitty "experience" , we won't feel anything anymore, this will be a "bad dream" that won't even get registered because there will be nothing, no more mechanism to run and create problems and pain. I don't need to feel the "darkness" or the nothingness that will come, I just don't need to feel life anymore.
I guess this is why I love "depressant drugs" (like alcohol, benzos, sleeping pills, opioids etc.), because they simulate the next best thing to eternal unconsciousness (a sweet deep slumber).
I should just do it as soon as possible to be honest. Everything is bleak and colorless as it has always been, the color was just an illusion my brain was adding on top of it, I don't wanna be my body's fool. I want to go.
It's strange how the BRAIN, the supposed "most human part of us", particularly the brainstem, sends signals to keep the lungs and heart going, (despite not us wanting to). We cannot (with our brains) tell the heart to just stop. Ugh!
I ended up searching about it since I did see it before (maxx + word combination I mean) but assumed it to be something 15 yo gamers would use and I didn't pay it attention and given you said it's incel terminology, it just looks like pointless stat padding to me, "sportswashing" but in different ways? Putin doing judo with kids type beat. not gonna change my opinion on the group/person.
Yup, but I advise not to go deeper into their incel stuff. It's truly stupid (exactly like you say, something an immature 15 yo gamer would come up with).
I only use terms like "maxxing" because I assume some users here are young and would resonate with it, plus I read that some mods here come from incel circles (which is quite sad).
When scientists talk about the "Mediterranean diet" and longevity they fail to consider the interpersonal customs. People there don't go around thinking "I'm eating heathy today". They have a robust farming and cooking culture centered around enjoying each other's company when eating.
Interesting thoughts! Even if I tend to agree with studies that there is something to high-fiber low animal meat diets in and of themselves, social connection cannot be ignored. Depression and anxiety really takes a toll on the heart. And as a person suffering from those conditions, even eating with nearest family can be hard when I don't feel like socializing at all. Yet, I wish the effect was great enough to induce an actual heart attack! I guess I have to keep eating trans-fats and simple carbs (sugar) to eventually, actually, croak!
If you live long enough, you often don't have much of a choice but to shape up. If you never exercise and eat nothing but crap you'll feel terrible day to day before too long. You can typically get away with it without any real repercussions in your twenties, but as you age, things really start wearing down. So it inevitably becomes more of a quality of life issue than anything else, I think.
Granted I don't see the point of living to 92 instead of say 85, but a lot of people do fear death and will do everything they can to stave it off.
Makes sense!
I just exercise sometimes for the dopamine, I don't want to live a long time so could care less about that
Drugs give me a much faster dopamine effect. Since unfortunately my brain already knows this, exercise cannot compare to a bottle of gin, three lines of coke or an oxy pill. The latter are easier to obtain than two hours of abusing my muscles and bones. Ugh!
Cause the normies don't wanna die, they fear death, it's this incoming personal apocalpyse that they have to face eventually. They know it's happening and there's nothing they can do to stop it so they try everything in their power to delay it.
Sounds like avoiding reality, haha.
Because if I am alive I do not want to feel like shit physically. Having hit garbage mental health is bad enough. I like being able to walk up stairs without being out of breath. I like being able to do the chorea without having to take ten breaks. I do not want to go through daily life with knee, hip, back pain.
Legit!
I never thought I would make it to 40 and if I get to the age where I am at risk for stroke/heart attack I would like to decrease my odds of that too. I do not want to be suicidal while also slurring my speech and drooling out one aide of my mouth.
Again, legit! This is why I try to avoid messing up on drugs as much as possible: because when I take my life I want it to be without interference of medical staff and family who don't trust me to be alone for 5 minutes without self-abusing (on drugs or impulsive ctb decisions).
Honestly a bit of this too. That soreness (not pain, if you feel pain you worked too hard) is satisfying in a way. I also just like being able to slowly lift heavier and heavier things.
Yup, it's the endorphins (a natural opioid). Unfortunately, as an opioid addict, my brain already knows and remembers a much faster way to obtain a much greater amount of endorphin release (through a simple pill or a few drinks).
