OneBigBlur

OneBigBlur

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
231
It's my favorite scene in a movie, makes me cry every time:



I chose it because it's something I've wanted my entire life and it's something I hope for in the afterlife.
 
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Partial-Elf

Partial-Elf

Eternal Oblivion
Dec 26, 2018
461
Mine is a yugioh card: "Celtic Guardian." After making my account I just closed my eyes and it came to me as the right thing. I think it fits because it's an elf (which fits with my name) and it's got a dark, bloody, claustrophobic background (which is how I'd describe my depression and suicidality). He's also got a determined and serious look on his face, and looks like he's sure what he's doing is the right thing. When it's time for suicide I'll channel that determination and feeling of justification.
 
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LegaliseIt!

LegaliseIt!

Elementalist
Nov 29, 2019
808
Moraine Lake is near where I live. It was on the bucket list of a departed member of this site. I'm leaving it as my avatar for a time in his honour.
 
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lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
Heather from Silent Hill 3. It's one of my favourite games. There isn't much of a special reason why I chose it. Mainly because she's a female protagonist, but also because she too goes through pain and hell that she never asked for.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
If you know about my posts, it's kind of self explanatory.
It's a girl carrying Pandora's Box. I'd like to interpret it as the universe(entropy) is what represents the evil in Pandora's Box.
 
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OrangeLounge

OrangeLounge

Member
Jan 5, 2020
30
It's an album cover for Orange Lounge, I believe. Their music is mainly in DDR lol
 
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Taki

Taki

Specialist
Jul 30, 2019
319
Robert DeNiro in Taxi Driver.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,723
The clow cards of Light and Dark from Cardcaptors Sakura.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
Ryougi Shiki from Kara no Kyoukai in one of the only two times that she ever smiles. It's related to my username which is based on her ability the mystic eyes of death perception. Short explanation is they let her see the death of everything so she can kill literally anything. I thought it was fitting as I feel like I can see my own death now and I'm very ready to die.
The clow cards of Light and Dark from Cardcaptors Sakura.
I felt like I recognized your avatar every time I see it but I could never quite place it in my head. Didn't think once it was CCS, silly me.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
1,075
Ryougi Shiki from Kara no Kyoukai in one of the only two times that she ever smiles. It's related to my username which is based on her ability the mystic eyes of death perception. Short explanation is they let her see the death of everything so she can kill literally anything. I thought it was fitting as I feel like I can see my own death now and I'm very ready to die.
I've always wanted to watch Kara no Kyoukai. Now I never will.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
1,252
I've always wanted to watch Kara no Kyoukai. Now I never will.
Don't worry you're not missing much. Beyond the amazing soundtrack and animation the story itself is pretty disjointed and really only serves to show you Shiki stabbing stuff unwillingly at the end of the day.
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
It's an E. It comes from "Eff Life!".
Cool! I used to work on a newspaper. Once, my boss asked me to source a picture of a black hole. I just stared at him blankly. How on earth do you explain?

Sad thing he was the boss, and you the employee. Sounds like it should have been the other way around.
 
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lowres

lowres

Scum
Feb 9, 2019
119
You already know where its from so I'll talk about why i chose it.

I forget the exact context in the book but just the emotion and abstraction of this specific illustration really spoke to me, asano is amazing at portraying emotion through indirect visual representation. I also like this one too

Index
 
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Wren

Wren

BIRDS AREN'T REAL
Jan 7, 2020
54
It's a wren. Surprising, I know :)

Because:
- I have a bunch of aliases I always wanted to use and Wren is one of them
- I have a soft spot for small birds
- I simply like the way the name sounds and looks

chirp chirp
 
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ImSoTired

ImSoTired

So so tired..
Jan 3, 2020
55
Furry Trash.
 
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Chlo

Chlo

Experienced
Feb 17, 2019
213
A painting found at a thrift store.
 
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BearNoMore

BearNoMore

Polar Bear, ready for the ice to melt
Feb 9, 2020
39
It's an art piece from a street/pop artist, Luke Chueh, that I really like. I collect tons of art and have a big collection that includes 2 little sculptures of his.

Bears are my favorite animal and an ongoing inside reference with everyone I am close to and Luke Chueh's main character is a bear. His works are a mix of sadness and cuteness within the framework of the ferocious but sweet bear, an apt parallel for how I see myself.

- Bear
ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ
 
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HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
Slowpoke plushes. One of my all time favorite Pokemon.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Our cat
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Well, it is a baby dolphin.
Years ago when I wanted to support people or just say what they mean for me, I was sending a picture of a dolphin/baby dolphin.
These creatures are very peaceful and are a cause of smile on faces.
Thousands of dolphins are dying because of people and still they are helping people when they are in trouble. So do I. At least I try.
Now will be a joke: do you know why dolphins are smarter than people? Dolphins do not take loans for education, do not study 4 years and then do not choose different profession.
 
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notjustyetagain

notjustyetagain

Oct 28, 2019
169
pokey the pengiun: one of the few things in the world that just makes sense. username (which i now hate) a nod to suicide limbo: not just yet + yet again.
 
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lovemelovemenot

lovemelovemenot

what's the use...?
Jun 22, 2019
81
Mine is from the anime Naruto. The charcter, Obito, just witnessed his childhood love being killed infront of him. (sorry if you were ever planning to watch lol) Anyways, figured the quote was fitting for how I feel about my situation.
 
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FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

Hopeless addict druggicel
Oct 21, 2019
140
Noose because it's fate
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
451
It's me! I don't like taking pictures so it's one of the few I have
 
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Essence

Essence

Nothingness is the beginning of Everything.
Nov 7, 2019
203
Mine is The Life of Death, when death fell in love with life.
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
148
Mine is Sally Face. An amazing video game that I will always suggest people to watch/play if they ever get the chance.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
Mine is a self portrait of a character in one of my favorite comic books. It's also kind of a mask she wears to cover her feelings and identity when communicating. I just thought it was appropriate and a good nod to a thing I like.
 
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