NSFW What is the best suicide method?

[TheDevil]

I've been struggling with self harm and suicidal thoughts and attempts, and it's getting worse, although my mind is clear and I want all of my pain gone so, I'll kill myself either way. I think I'll do the 3 methods at once, cutting, overdosing and jumping off. I have around 20-25 grams of my medication ( mostly antidepressants, painkillers, ect. ), I have brand new razors which are really sharp and I live on a 4th floor ( i know it doesn't seem like much but it's high up). I just wanted to consult, I guess, will I achieve my goal? Are there any better ways?

 

[JeanLucPicard]

Do you live alone or with people?

 

[sadToast]

I've been struggling with self harm and suicidal thoughts and attempts, and it's getting worse, although my mind is clear and I want all of my pain gone so, I'll kill myself either way. I think I'll do the 3 methods at once, cutting, overdosing and jumping off. I have around 20-25 grams of my medication ( mostly antidepressants, painkillers, ect. ), I have brand new razors which are really sharp and I live on a 4th floor ( i know it doesn't seem like much but it's high up). I just wanted to consult, I guess, will I achieve my goal? Are there any better ways

if these are your only options (considering you may not live somewhere you can purchase SN or a firearm) the only things i would ask you to keep in mind is exact height and your form when jumping. its easy to tread between death and broken bones with that method. and if you are recoverable or seen jumping narcan could save your life. and with cutting you would have to worry about your SI coming into play

 

[TheDevil]

Do you live alone or with people?

I have my own apartment, on most days I'm alone.

if these are your only options (considering you may not live somewhere you can purchase SN or a firearm) the only things i would ask you to keep in mind is exact height and your form when jumping. its easy to tread between death and broken bones with that method. and if you are recoverable or seen jumping narcan could save your life. and with cutting you would have to worry about your SI coming into play

i may be able to get a firearm, from a not so close town junky friend, whos also suicidal. I've thought about jumping backwards, and hitting the back of my head, but still, never done it so I dont know.

 

[JeanLucPicard]

Four stories really isn't enough to kill you in jtself. The nightmare scenario is that you poison yourself and cut yourself and jump, survive the immediate fall, and paramedics save you.

 

[martinso67]

N is the perfect method. It's the most reliable method used professionally in voluntary euthanasia.

I am so angry that i am not allowed to use that. Also its taken away/will be taken away by the government from me.
This injustice makes me really depressed and worsens my blood pressure and health.
Imagine you are growing a vegetable plant from which you are eating from(your only nutrition) and its taken away from you buy force. Though thats your land legally and there is now low forbidding you from growing your own plants. Thats the same case here with taking away all reliable CTB methods.

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree with the user above about Nembutal, that certainly sounds like the best and most peaceful way to ctb to me, but sadly having the option of such a peaceful exit is something that is far too good to be true in this hellish world. Unfortunately we exist in such an anti suicide society where peaceful and reliable method options are restricted from us.

But I think that attempting the 3 unreliable methods at once sounds like it would just lead to more suffering and damage, jumping from the 4th floor doesn't sound like it's high enough, and cutting has a less than 2% success rate. Sadly there are no straightforward ways to ctb in this world.