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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
254
If you had unrestricted access to all drugs and poisons and IV infusion devices in earth regardless of how much they're scheduled or controlled, pentobarbital, fentanyl, cocaine, everything you, can imagine what would you do?

Personally i'd mix barbiturates, alcohol, cocaine, diazepam, nicotine, 2cb, ketamine and mdma, LSD and morphine, all at once, with full emesis suppression (Metoclopramide for D2, Ondansetron for 5-HT, Aprepitant or rolapitant for NK1, Diphenhydramine or scopolamine for H1/M1) all antiemetics injected intravenously when possible, i'll try to set up stuff so as much drugs with good LogP administered intravenously just so i could get to experience the cmax (peak plasma blood concentration) of everything at once before my brain goes into oblivion
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

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Jun 24, 2025
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If I had access to anything and everything under the sun Id just blow my head open with a shotgun
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

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Mar 15, 2025
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If I could do anything, I would hire a hitman, make it look like a carjacking or random mugging. But the OP says drugs and poisons. I don't know much about that, so my response would be, whatever they use to knock people out for surgery. Gimme enough of that to make me never wake up, like Michael Jackson for example.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Student
Jul 9, 2025
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I would choose pentobarbital "the gold standard" mixed with alcohol. I could pay a lot for a little bottle, even if I loose all my money (I'm not rich but I could sell my things just to obtain this fucking bottle...)
 
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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
254
If I could do anything, I would hire a hitman, make it look like a carjacking or random mugging. But the OP says drugs and poisons. I don't know much about that, so my response would be, whatever they use to knock people out for surgery. Gimme enough of that to make me never wake up, like Michael Jackson for example.
That would be propofol, propofol is how MJ died, maybe thiopental in some scenarios, they use those for anesthesia, but they're IV only drugs and the effects they produce could be mimicked by other oral drugs albeit you won't go to sleep immediately cause absorption and liver metabolism takes time unlike drugs that are injected intravenously, in the past pentobarbital was also used for anesthesia before more safer drugs like propofol got invented

Also my post isn't just exclusive to drugs, you could choose how to go, the way to go, when and where it happens, ranging from unrestricted drugs to hiring hitmen or donating vital organs
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'd choose a death as peaceful and painless as possible as all I want is to never suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake ever again, I just want a death like falling into an eternal dreamless sleep with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again, no matter what I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence where there's no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to die in agony from old age, existing will always be so dreadful to me.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
859
I don't need all of them. I just need N.
 
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Satori Komeiji

Satori Komeiji

Strange girl
Jul 15, 2025
128
I'd personally engineer a Rube Goldberg that ends with my head getting crushed like a watermelon in a swinging log trap :)
(Sorry, I'm tired)
 
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just_a_guy

just_a_guy

thispersondoesnotexist
Oct 27, 2023
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I would buy or build a modified guillotine connected to a timer that will release the blade at a random time with a minimum and maximum time defined. I would take some sedatives that will knock me out fully, and listen to music with with headphones on and I'd have a blindfold on. I would listen to music as I fade away and just never wake up.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
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1. Firearm
2. guillotine
3. Nembutal
Probably the quickest and most lethal methods. i wouldnt really care wich one of them but the order is from what i feel most comfortable with to least.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
901
To honour my ancestor, i'd start a revolution and die on the barricade. It is the french way to go.






That or murdered by hot anime girls.
 
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pinstripe

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Jul 31, 2025
25
If I could engineer my own death I would want to do the most good possible. Too early in the morning for me to craft a narrative but it will be fun to think about today.
 
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A Beautiful Walk

A Beautiful Walk

Scary monster gonna get ya
Jul 1, 2025
8
Shotgun. If I'm feeling very extra, sit on top of a pile of explosives in an empty field and blow myself up.
 
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