katara
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- Mar 17, 2022
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I saw something very upsetting recently. A YouTuber who was relevant around 8 years ago. I learned recently she's the same age as me, and she cut off her mom years ago when she was a teenager, and that's what I should've done. I'm forever jealous of normal people, they always know what to do unlike me. They always have help from others. I used to talk to a user on here, eternallyluna , who's not online anymore and she said she did something similar. She left home at 15 went to live with her bf, she almost had a chance at normal life. Even though she was unsuccessful at the end, she still went her own way and got close to getting married and was able to travel to a nice country and experience what could have been.
I need people like me. Where can I find ppl like me who have our lives ruined because of other people and now have no hope or aspirations? I have no help so it's like I can't afford to live. I never vacation, I never go to movie theaters, I never have any plans for anything. I just get through the day without anyone. Even on holidays we don't do anything in my house. It almost doesn't feel real sometimes.
If you can't get better on your own I don't get how I'm supposed to function like this until death. It seems incredibly unfair.
I need people like me. Where can I find ppl like me who have our lives ruined because of other people and now have no hope or aspirations? I have no help so it's like I can't afford to live. I never vacation, I never go to movie theaters, I never have any plans for anything. I just get through the day without anyone. Even on holidays we don't do anything in my house. It almost doesn't feel real sometimes.
If you can't get better on your own I don't get how I'm supposed to function like this until death. It seems incredibly unfair.
