Discussion what hope would look like

[softfur]

the biggest damnation on me is that i don't think i'm mentally competent to drive. no one ever bought me driving classes or taught me, so i'm now an adult housebound by my inability to drive. and i think i'm too attention deficit to be road safe. if i can't drive, i can't get to a workplace, i can't move out and escape the shithole i'm in and live my own real life.

so for me, hope that i can live in this world would be me starting to drive. it's not okay to pussy out before even trying, maybe i'll lock in idk. time & money barriers and figuring out where i even start are real ass kickers though.