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Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
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sometimes i straight up feel like cola is like a legit SSRI to me lol.
and dogs <3
oh and nature too, especially when there's no other humans around
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,903
Only non-existence is positive to me, all that existing is, is just dreadful, torturous suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's just so terrible how humans cause all this torture and suffering by imposing this existence at all, all I want is to permanently cease existing. I'll always see existence as a mistake and I find it so horrible how a human can be tortured in this existence for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, to be conscious burdened with this existence will always be the most deeply undesirable, torturous burden, for me only non-existence can help anything, only non-existence can solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
293
My boyfriend's presence alone is enough to nuke my negative schizophrenic symptoms, my anhedonia simply disappears. It's so magical!!! But also it means I crash HARD whenever he leaves, sends me straight back to reality.
 
starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
608
drugs and food
 
litany_of_thoughts

litany_of_thoughts

Member
Jan 19, 2026
50
beer and a fat packet of that good columbian nose-dragon-soup-extravaganza-forget-the-entire-night-zaza

for a more serious answer (the one I wish I relied on much more often instead of the former!) a good book or movie, and a thunderstorm with the window open :)
 
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Echo

Echo

Hell is empty and all the devils are here
Dec 1, 2022
606
Food and drink are my comforts
Red bull
Coffee
Choc biscuits
Thai food
 

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