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what (helps) cheer you up, almost as a medicine to you? aka guilty pleasures
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Only non-existence is positive to me, all that existing is, is just dreadful, torturous suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's just so terrible how humans cause all this torture and suffering by imposing this existence at all, all I want is to permanently cease existing. I'll always see existence as a mistake and I find it so horrible how a human can be tortured in this existence for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, to be conscious burdened with this existence will always be the most deeply undesirable, torturous burden, for me only non-existence can help anything, only non-existence can solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.
My boyfriend's presence alone is enough to nuke my negative schizophrenic symptoms, my anhedonia simply disappears. It's so magical!!! But also it means I crash HARD whenever he leaves, sends me straight back to reality.
beer and a fat packet of that good columbian nose-dragon-soup-extravaganza-forget-the-entire-night-zaza
for a more serious answer (the one I wish I relied on much more often instead of the former!) a good book or movie, and a thunderstorm with the window open :)
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