what have you done mom lol

[Insomniac]

My mom is insane, guys.

So basically she is trying to ship me back to Canada (where I did college) because she feels like here (in my home cou try) I'm not doing anything with my life.

She is forcing me (I'm 25) and she is practically not giving me any choice. I'm currently doing an Internship and she called my boss to basically terminate the contract (yeah she can do that..)

Anyway, now, she is sending me to Canada against my will (I have ptsd from terrible depression and anxiety from living in canada... those who know, know.).

And guess what? Canada is next to the US. And guess what? They sell SN in the US.

Talk about blessing in disguise.

 

[whatevs]

That's pathetic, how she tries to help but has no idea that it is only making it worse apparently. At least she cares?

 

[Insomniac]

At least she cares?

cares? I wonder about that..

 

[whatevs]

cares? I wonder about that..

But that's the point, it does look like she cares, she just hasn't got a clue how to help.

Also, are you curing some meats? You can buy cured meat at the supermarket, there's no need to make it yourself.

 

[Insomniac]

But that's the point, it does look like she cares, she just hasn't got a clue how to help.

you know, one thing I learned as an adult is, nothing matters more than survival to humans. My mom just sees me as a survival tool for her. A continuation of herself. A retirement plan. A door to eternal life (her grandchildren and grandgrandchildren etc).

I honestly love her. Because she is still the person who cares the most. But does that even have any meaning in our world? She simply cares the most. But does that mean she actually cares?

I'm her only option. That's what I mean. She doesn't have any other choice but to care.

Maybe I'm overthinking this. Maybe I have a good reason to overthink this. My mom is sending me to my death and I can't help but k ow that deep down, somewhere in her subconscious mind, she knows.

She cannot not know.

Also, are you curing some meats? You can buy cured meat at the supermarket, there's no need to make it yourself.

I'm ot trying to buy SN to cure meat wtf

 

[whatevs]

Damn, I wanted to laugh at the second quote and hug the first. I'll go with the safer option.

 

[toasterbath]

The main source of SN is actually IN Canada. That's the only good thing about the country. I'm sorry you are being forced and stripped of your happiness and sanity. No way you could talk her out of it?

 

[tyasma]

you know, one thing I learned as an adult is, nothing matters more than survival to humans. My mom just sees me as a survival tool for her. A continuation of herself. A retirement plan. A door to eternal life (her grandchildren and grandgrandchildren etc).

I honestly love her. Because she is still the person who cares the most. But does that even have any meaning in our world? She simply cares the most. But does that mean she actually cares?

I'm her only option. That's what I mean. She doesn't have any other choice but to care.

Maybe I'm overthinking this. Maybe I have a good reason to overthink this. My mom is sending me to my death and I can't help but k ow that deep down, somewhere in her subconscious mind, she knows.

She cannot not know.

I'm ot trying to buy SN to cure meat wtf

My mother is pretty similar to what you've described. Quite different of a story, but the same "kind" altogether. Maybe it's just mother nature (ba dum tss...). I hope you're able to find a way to stay content and not that suicidal if you end up going, but I know words like these most of the time don't hold any weight for people on this website (that includes myself). Wish you luck.

 

[Judy Garland]

I wish my mother cared for me. But she doesn't and neither does my step dad. I haven't talked to them in years. At this point, I'm afraid to.

 

[theboy]

maybe your life will change in canada

 

[Mofreeko]

IC is in canada.

 

[Regen]

Oh no, she had a call with your boss? That's really not okay!! Do you like your work? Maybe you can explain your boss and get back your Job. Or is there a way to get work in another city, without your mother?

 

[Lonerzepam]

The main source of SN is actually IN Canada. That's the only good thing about the country.

I've heard weed was legal in canada...

 

[Insomniac]

IN Canada

I tried when I was a student. They stopped selling it there trust me. It's litterally impossible to get that shit in Canada

 

[Lonerzepam]

My mom is insane, guys.

So basically she is trying to ship me back to Canada (where I did college) because she feels like here (in my home cou try) I'm not doing anything with my life.

She is forcing me (I'm 25) and she is practically not giving me any choice. I'm currently doing an Internship and she called my boss to basically terminate the contract (yeah she can do that..)

Anyway, now, she is sending me to Canada against my will (I have ptsd from terrible depression and anxiety from living in canada... those who know, know.).

And guess what? Canada is next to the US. And guess what? They sell SN in the US.

Talk about blessing in disguise.

My parent's used to sent me to study trips in other countrys like UK although I'm autistic and have social, anxiety, ocd and add just cuz my half-brother did the same thing and enjoyed it cuz of course he never had to deal with any of those things and is just blessed with his genes. They literally forced me to. Apparently it was all for nothing other then making my life even harder and worse...They used to do all kind of such stupid nonsense things to me. I guess they just do what they think is best for their children in their opinion. But never asked for your opinion in the first place. Then they wonder why their child is screwed up and registered on a suicide forum. Parents man...

 

[Insomniac]

maybe your life will change in canada

Oh no, she had a call with your boss? That's really not okay!! Do you like your work? Maybe you can explain your boss and get back your Job. Or is there a way to get work in another city, without your mother?

In third world shitholes, your family is your only social security.