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JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
oh god, OH GOD.
Here's what happened. I basically have been telling my friends why I won't respond to them anymore (basically telling them that Im gonna CTB)
1 of them is struggling badly and attempted it twice by now. I didn't tell him in purpose. He found out. And now he is gonna ctb. All due to me. The account i used got banned before I could tell em. Oh god. OH MY FUCKING GOD. WHAT HAVE I DONE?
I can't live like this any longer.
Why? why? WHY!?
 
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dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
195
It sounds incredibly stressful, I'm so sorry. What is the account on? Could you make another account and try to speak to him? It sounds like an impulsive attempt, I can understand wanting to reach out to him
 
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JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
It sounds incredibly stressful, I'm so sorry. What is the account on? Could you make another account and try to speak to him? It sounds like an impulsive attempt, I can understand wanting to reach out to him
I'm too fucking late. He's sleeping as of the moment. This is it man. I give up. This is the second a friend of mine nearly or will ctb due to me. I've had enough at this point.
 
dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
195
Sleeping normally? It sounds like he has a lot going on already if he's already had several attempts. The impulsiveness isn't ideal, but otherwise is there a reason why your friend shouldn't also be able to kill himself?
 
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JustSomeWeirdo

JustSomeWeirdo

As the name implies.
Nov 24, 2024
117
Sleeping normally? It sounds like he has a lot going on already if he's already had several attempts. The impulsiveness isn't ideal, but otherwise is there a reason why your friend shouldn't also be able to kill himself?
Well. The reason is unknown. It just happened. I know one way he tried to ctb. He tried to jump out of his window. He failed and came back from the hospital in a few days. The other time is unknown.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
If we believe in freedom of choice for ourselves, I guess we have to respect the choice of others as we expect them to respect ours. Your friend has already attempted to ctb without your involvement in any way, if he truly wants to go he'll always find a reason.
 
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