If you already stopped taking anti-anxiety meds and didn't take them long enough to develop severe side effects, you should be in the clear. Thankfully, Buspar is one of the least dangerous Psych Drugs it seems when in terms of permanent damage, but while you're on it - if your dose is too high for your bodyweight (and Psychs just love over-prescribing) you're going to find yourself in a sleepwalking stupor, perhaps without even realizing it. I just watched a police bodycam video of a guy driving while his Buspar dose was too high - zoned out behind the wheel and killed two people. Yeah - that's another thing with Psych Drugs - if you drive a car, they can impair your driving without warning. I fell asleep behind the wheel of my car on Geoddon once - thankfully I jolted awake when I went off the road into a small ditch, but - I could have very also easily killed someone behind the wheel in that instance. Of course, the Psychiatrist didn't even care that that happened when I told him. Filthy Psychroach.
Just because someone won a million dollars at a casino doesn't mean you should encourage people to gamble. And on this particular gamble, the odds are very much against them. You're very lucky if you think there are no fates worse than death. There are a lot of fates worse than death - and becoming entangled with the mental health system is a fast track to the worst ones.
You're actively advising someone to take drugs that are physiologically addictive, in the same way h*roin or m*th is. I've been through Cymbalta withdrawal - it's 9 layers of Hell. I've been through Adderall withdrawal - 7 layers of Hell. Not as bad as Cymbalta withdrawal, but still Hellish. And just think about that detail - the SSRI did more damage than the drug that's akin to m*th. Oh, and if your Psych forgets to refill your prescription (happened to me many times) you're just plain SOL. Enjoy your living nightmare withdrawal. All because a Psych forgot to press a button on his computer then went on vacation.
Also, Psych Drugs will effect your impulse control - which makes you say things you wouldn't normally say to people. Like even casually mentioning to the Psych you've thought about CTB. Now you're being held for an involuntary Psych Incarceration and have to deal with Mental Health Court. Now you're REALLY going to want to CTB, but are going to be forced to stay alive by the most sadistic people you can imagine, who will gaslight you until you don't know which way is up.
Just...for the love of God, if you want a mind altering substance, there are a thousand other things you can try before you go down the Psychiatric road. St. John's Wort, Kratom, medical MJ, Kava, Blue Lotus, microdosing mushrooms - all of which you can access without having to put your life in the hands of sadistic individuals willing and able to strip you of all your human rights and basically kill your actual soul if they want to.
And they can kill your soul - I've seen 18 year olds too young to know better get tricked into having their brains shocked - they come out screaming and banging their heads against the walls. And I've seen people injected against their will with 6-month doses of drugs that just leave them drooling with 1000-yard stares.
So yeah - TL:DR - I don't really give half a sh*t about those who claim to love their pills. That's their prerogative and their choice. I'm here to tell people about the risks - which are EXTREME. You're entering into a system that makes Cops look like cuddly kittens by comparison. There are other roads to take. Even street drugs are a safer road to go down if you're THAT desperate. Death is NOT at all the worst thing that can happen to a human being. I've personally seen much, much worse.
