what has made you cry recently

[korra]

My best friend called me a faggot in a very sensitive emotional situation, im becoming numb losing ties with my best buddies unintentionally, I've become very dall and numb... Boring and an unfun person to be around.

I can't blame them, they got their shit... And while they're trying to escape it and have some fun, I'm here to ruin it all... And they were absolutely right I'm fucking faggot unable to live happily like everyone else does, im a failure and i will let anyone who loves me down

 

[sugarb]

Thank you so much! And I'm sorry about your loss im sorry too u hope we reunite with them again

Oh no, I meant that I cry thinking about my mom being in your position when I CTB. But yes I hope we see them again <3

 

[seventynineZ]

just stupid shit adding up. got kicked out, cant find a job or a place to live. off meds for a 6 weeks now. unstable emotional state. relationship issues. family issues. money issues. physical health issues. all of my work being destroyed and deleted.

I've been independent my whole life and I finally need help but there's just... nothing? haven't cried in years and just cried 3 times over the past week, shits rough.

 

[badtothebone]

Oh no, I meant that I cry thinking about my mom being in your position when I CTB. But yes I hope we see them again <3

She will be! I hope you change your mind!

 

[XdragonsoulX]

Intense paranoia and bc I was opening up to my fiancé about my suicidal ideation

 

[Adûnâi]

A girl on Steam told me a high-IQ idea that I will be forgotten if I don't play games with people. That's unironically correct if you expand it to the "useful activities" because that's indeed the way humans bond. Highly transactional.

 

[Neowise]

I cried in the toilet of my workplace just today because I did a mistake following a simple protocol that went like "mix A and B, dissolve in Water, add C and D and fill in different container". It was the first time I did it but the protocol was written so clearly even a 3rd grader would have understood it. I had ingredient D standing right next to me (of course I had prepared it) only to forget to add it to the mix. I had to start over...

Now it wasn't a bad mistake, I was rather upset about myself because these kind of mistakes happen to me a lot. I have no concentration, I am too dumb even for the most simple tasks. I don't know how I will continue living and having jobs if all I do is fuck up. I am too stupid for literally anything.

My day was basically just like in this meme:

 

[attheend13]

I'm sorry for your struggling, you deserve much better. I cry every time I have to shower because of the body I'm trapped in, so probably that today.

I identify with that. Not a good feeling .

 

[d3ad]

My best friend called me a faggot in a very sensitive emotional situation, im becoming numb losing ties with my best buddies unintentionally, I've become very dall and numb... Boring and an unfun person to be around.

I can't blame them, they got their shit... And while they're trying to escape it and have some fun, I'm here to ruin it all... And they were absolutely right I'm fucking faggot unable to live happily like everyone else does, im a failure and i will let anyone who loves me down

I am so sorry that your best friend said that to you. You did not deserve that, and it is just a reflection of their own character. I can relate to the being boring and unfun part.I just learnt to accept that it is how I am.

 

[HereTomorrow]

About a month ago on retail workshift I was having an emotional overwhelm with vivid memories of being hurt and abused but bottled it in because we were busy but I ended up stacking the boxes of milk wrong and the 4.5 ft stack of 20 lb a box suddenly fell on me and I nearly fell. It caused me to snap and I ran to my workdesk curled up crying instantly. I was alone for the rest of the night and the work needed to be done but I couldn't help it.

I very rarely cry but I was dirty crying to the point someone from another department spotted me asked if I needed someone to talk to. I genuinely wanted to but my workplace is very "Mental Health Awareness" so if I told them the truth of my past and I'm suicidial they'd escort me to the ER (not being dramatic, they have done mental health police escorts on co-workers a few times for admitting they have lingering thoughts). I have a tendency to ramble once I get going so I'll accidentally let the whole thing slip. Peacefully declined and went back to work in about ten minutes once I fully recovered.

Haven't cried since, but I felt tremendously better and less suicidial and disoriented for a week afterwards. Crying helps as much as it hurts, it's a nesscary human emotion. I wish I could cry more.

 

[Unknown21]

The day before yesterday, the realization that this may all be in vain made me cry. If there's nothing after death, then I just came here to suffer? What's the point? If I think logically, there is no point, it just is.

That made me shed tears.

The same thing made me cry, I didn't live to die, I came into existence to suffer and die and end up forgotten in the end. The cruelty of life has no limits!

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Linkin Park are back after 7 years. The new singer seems to be a Scientologist (they have awful takes on depression, suicide, etc).

Very conflicted on this. Chester screaming got me through a lot.

 

[Eternal Eyes]

I cry whenever I think about my last relationship. It's not so much sadness, more so I am just overpowered by the emotional gravity of it all.

 

[AbusedInnocent]

Last time I cried talking to an imaginary friend, and I don't call my imaginary friend God.

 

[Gangrel]

when i felt like really killing myself because shit makes no sense and everything is tiring

 

[Valhala]

The thought of her, of our love and of the fact that maybe we will never reconcile and be together again. I can't live without her, I can't imagine any other woman with me, for me there is only her.

 

[Tiredofit25]

Can't get a job no matter how hard I try and can't pursue my studies and ambitions because I don't have the money. I can barely support myself and have to live off my grandmother who has alzeimers and my mother who depends on welfare. Social workers are useless and don't help and I'm out of options. People around me keep invalidating my issues while expecting me to remain positive about how much my life has gone to shit, and I'm sick of it. I'm tired and feel helpless.

 

[willitpass]

I've been too numb to cry lately. Last time I did manage to break the dam open was while driving several weeks ago listening to music and realizing how much I hate what my life has become. Seems to be driving is one of the few times I can cry anymore.

 

[My_name_is_Luka]

8 years ago I got drugged and abused. It took a lot to recover from that. I have kept people distant from me to feel safe. I was trying to recover some confidence and go out again, but since the last year I've been sexually molested again (I'm gay, and this is unfortunately quite probable) this time in public until I had severe issues. The outcome of all this is that the molester easily escaped any liability by simply blocking every contact and playing the victim with the police.
This has made me cry a lot in the last 2 months..

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

The thought of her, of our love and of the fact that maybe we will never reconcile and be together again. I can't live without her, I can't imagine any other woman with me, for me there is only her.

If this isn't too personal, can I ask when you two broke up?

 

[Valhala]

Ако ово није превише лично, могу ли да питам када сте вас двоје раскинули?

We broke up in January, and the worst part is that I was the one who broke up.

 

[Tesha]

Knowing how I'll affect others if I kill myself.

I blubbed like a baby.

 

[azzie]

Chronic pain, OCD, burnout, and loneliness.

 

[Amarajoy]

The same thing made me cry, I didn't live to die, I came into existence to suffer and die and end up forgotten in the end. The cruelty of life has no limits!

This. It's not just dying. It's all the suffering. And just bring forgotten. Stamped out like you never existed. I at least thought I might make something of myself. And a the people that harmed me get to live fulfilling lives after destroying mine.

 

[Ethernatuskoi]

loneliness, broken heart, traumas and insecurities. I feel like shit most of the time..

 

[kunikuzushi]

last night, my best friend of 13 years telling me I'm really mean. yep I'm in therapy trying to get better but I'm just not a great person to be around

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I cried a bit yesterday over acknowledging that I am stuck in existence and don't have a peaceful way out of here. I would have cried for longer but my brother entered my room so I had to stop crying

 

[username12345]

told myself i wouldnt cry for two months now because its a migraine trigger. brok down crying in my workplaces bathroom today and hugged myself and even now my breathing is uneven and theres silent tears that i cant stop. i haveso little people left in my life ive given up o suicide grief therapy for my best friend and day after day i hate myself even more. the futility of trying at all makes me cry

Still getting bullied and harassed while living on the street even while it's raining as trans and with PTSD and physically disabled and my ankle is covered in blisters that keep getting worse and not having much(if at all) food/water. I don't get the consistently cruelty despite my safety and life at risk.

 

[porororo]

Writing my suicide letter and writing a paragraph for my sister who is literally the light of my world I can't believe I will do this to her because I'm such a failure

 

[justkatie]

Frigging "Starman" shorts on YouTube. Some of them are just dumb but some of them are the most wholesome things you'll see and I am a huge sucker for human kindness.