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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

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I don't have a lot left in me. I've really been through the ringer. I want something fast that doesn't cause damage to the brain if I fail(because I'm already retarded) I can't seem to figure out how to tie a noose so please help me find easy acess drugs; they are my only hope. I just want to go peacefully and soon. Please provide any information you can. I'm looking for a cure to this evil disease called life. Thankyou.
 
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motel rooms

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Apr 13, 2021
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No such thing, sorry... :I
 
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nerve

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Jun 19, 2019
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What you're looking for doesn't exist. If it did, this website probably wouldn't be around because everyone would just buy their suicide pills at CVS.

N is basically the only way to ensure a peaceful and painless death.

If you can, now might be a good time to take a few deep breaths and try to relax, even just a little. I think a lot of us have been in this kind of situation where going on another minute feels impossible but the alternative -- a painful, prolonged death -- isn't that good either. Maybe tend to some of your physical needs if you can. I'm not super big on self-care, but I'm a fan of https://youfeellikeshit.com/
 
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pento

pento

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Nov 12, 2021
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What everyone else is saying is correct. Tylenol (acetaminophen) is the one and only potential candidate, but it would be a very long and painful death. Absolutely awful.
 
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Crimsonghost3

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Nov 14, 2021
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All the shit ive tried to ctb on like that has hardcore failed, made me sick and messed with my liver and kidneys. Unfortunately I think most stuff will mess you up or be painful. I can't think of anything not prescribed that will work well from those kinda stores
 
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pento

pento

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Nov 12, 2021
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All the shit ive tried to ctb on like that has hardcore failed, made me sick and messed with my liver and kidneys. Unfortunately I think most stuff will mess you up or be painful. I can't think of anything not prescribed that will work well from those kinda stores
Not even prescription drugs would work well for overdosing. As the PPH points out, each year typical prescription drugs become less and less of an option for CTB.
What everyone else is saying is correct. Tylenol (acetaminophen) is the one and only potential candidate, but it would be a very long and painful death. Absolutely awful.
Oh and before you even think about this as an option, literally not drinking water or eating food (called VSED) is a way better option and involves at most mild to moderate pain and discomfort that painkillers can manage to an extent.
 
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miserableforever

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Oct 23, 2020
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I don't have a lot left in me. I've really been through the ringer. I want something fast that doesn't cause damage to the brain if I fail(because I'm already retarded) I can't seem to figure out how to tie a noose so please help me find easy acess drugs; they are my only hope. I just want to go peacefully and soon. Please provide any information you can. I'm looking for a cure to this evil disease called life. Thankyou.
Some people drink Visine.. From what I've heard it's not a pleasant way to go, but possible.
 
pento

pento

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Nov 12, 2021
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Some people drink Visine.. From what I've heard it's not a pleasant way to go, but possible.
It takes days to die from eyedrop poisoning. It's literally better to just stop drinking water and eventually slip into a coma and die. Way less suffering.
 
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Snake of Eden

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Jun 22, 2021
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It takes days to die from eyedrop poisoning. It's literally better to just stop drinking water and eventually slip into a coma and die. Way less suffering.
Have you ever been thirsty in your life? You realize that it is almost impossible to pull out a death by dehydration unless someone is practically in a coma and they dont supply them with water intake
 
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pento

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Nov 12, 2021
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Have you ever been thirsty in your life? You realize that it is almost impossible to pull out a death by dehydration unless someone is practically in a coma and they dont supply them with water intake
It's not a perfect method, but it is infinitely better than overdosing off of OTC drugs that will just fuck your liver and cause days upon days of suffering.
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Have you ever been thirsty in your life? You realize that it is almost impossible to pull out a death by dehydration unless someone is practically in a coma and they dont supply them with water intake
It's possible if you have the will, but it is hard.

It's how my mother CTB, she refused all food and water.
 
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miserableforever

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Oct 23, 2020
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It takes days to die from eyedrop poisoning. It's literally better to just stop drinking water and eventually slip into a coma and die. Way less suffering.
It takes days to die from eyedrop poisoning. It's literally better to just stop drinking water and eventually slip into a coma and die. Way less suffering.
No idea. It's just what I read somewhere.
 

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