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littlesadcake

Member
Mar 28, 2023
11
Just laying in my bed, with my cat, wondering how to best transfer my work over efficiently before I CTB……
 
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marudekinoumitai

Member
Mar 28, 2023
38
Making peppermint tea and browsing SS while waiting
 
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sadjenny

Student
Feb 13, 2023
112
Lying on my floor browsing SS. I need to pee but can't be bothered to get up. Might piss myself
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Woke up again. Sweaty. Too early. Tired.
I cannot get over the loss of my whole life.
Can't stop thinking
 
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LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,743
Sneezing and coughing uncontrollably.
Woke up again. Sweaty. Too early. Tired.
I cannot get over the loss of my whole life.
Can't stop thinking
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your symptoms will ease 💙💛
 
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rata1

Arcanist
May 8, 2019
448
listening music, asking myself once again how it could come so far (my life, my senseless life and all this stuff). it seems like a rethoric question: i know the answer but can't change the causes......b lbalablabla
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Had a date… Another disappointment
 
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Xernarot

Xernarot

Always Tired
Mar 23, 2023
104
I just got off work, now I'm listening to music while heading for the bus that's gonna take me home :)
 
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sadjenny

Student
Feb 13, 2023
112
Eating a brioche bread, reading SS, and again lying on the floor.

Had a date… Another disappointment

What happened? (Okay if you'd rather not share)
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Eating a brioche bread, reading SS, and again lying on the floor.



What happened? (Okay if you'd rather not share)
lost my soulmate. Nobody comes close
 
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trist

Student
Mar 21, 2023
114
i'm in the train back home from an exam
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
It's 5pm here. Woke up at 7.30am. Haven't left the bed
 
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scorpion

999
Mar 29, 2023
14
lying in bed listening to juice, looking at old pictures and videos of me and my ex lolol
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Fuck. 4am — woke up again. Grief, 2 hours sleep
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,743
Another session of forum gaming spree.
 
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Madanascar

Member
Apr 2, 2023
26
Staying up because I can't get to sleep
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
7.18. Again. Sweat. Heart pain. Dreams. Grief.
7.50. For the first time in a long time woke up without sweat or too much of guilt and grief. Instead to an alarm I was sure I had delayed for 2 hours. Tired as fuck but at least a little relieved
 
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Grav

Wizard
Jul 26, 2020
654
Putting off finishing a work task.
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Guess what. Taking a bath once again
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Woke up to my alarm clock, no sweat today… even got up to sit at the desk for w while. Sunshine is out there. I didn't feel too bad — today probably just "bored". I mean, what I can live through that, but what's the point. No better words to describe it.

I got really shocked when this site was down for hours after waking up. When it was back kn, I took my phone, crawled back into bed and contemplating about ctb.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,714
Been watching The Last Kingdom lately. The TV series.
 
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rata1

Arcanist
May 8, 2019
448
asking myself: drink one more coffee or not?
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
529
Taking a bath once again. Cannot find peace of mind. Probably never will. Should get better, but it gets worse
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,743
I have a doctor's appointment and waiting for my turn at the clinic.
 
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ibupro

musicnmeds
Mar 2, 2023
16
Listening to Letskey while lying in bed thinking about life after sleeping 17 hours straight.
 
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rei71

rei71

...
Apr 9, 2023
38
Hell yeah

Um, watching Lain as usual and considering restarting Evangelion. Listening to Siouxsie and the Banshees, Charli, catching some Pokemon, basically just doing anything to try and quell the panic of undone work and loneliness:hihi:
present day
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
Sep 17, 2022
2,168
2
Try atelier
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
Reading fairytales Arabian Nights specifically
 
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