Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I seem to have no concept of it anymore. It's all relative. Days feel like weeks. Weeks feel like months. Months feel like years. Years feel like lifetimes.
 
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Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
A deadline.
 
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IG959

Arcanist
Aug 14, 2018
430
I guess to me every moment that passes is like a countdown, an endless countdown to the unknown
 
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RottingFlowerBrains

RottingFlowerBrains

Student
Sep 10, 2018
193
Ticking time bomb
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,021
I seem to have no concept of it anymore. It's all relative. Days feel like weeks. Weeks feel like months. Months feel like years. Years feel like lifetimes.

It just feels like a blur of days of misery that just run together. :(
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
Slow and agonizing
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
It goes by way too fast. I want to say life is short, but it's literally the longest thing I've experienced
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
I count time in relation to work. Time is for me Monday to Friday - work, weekend - off, repeat.

But this is a very difficult question.

When I was very sick and bed-ridden, time had completely lost its meaning. I felt stuck in a loop, going over the same old ground again and again. Being outside of time gave me enormous anxiety.
 
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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
right now, it is the gap before i CTB. It all kind of elides together.
 
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NeverHungry

NeverHungry

To eat or not to eat...
Jan 30, 2020
72
For me, it's a clock, constantly ticking down until the moment of my last breath.
wow edgy
 
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SylvaanBanaan

SylvaanBanaan

Member
Jun 19, 2019
20
A clock of apathy that keeps on ticking, with no fucks to give.
 
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departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
1,502
It's the calm before the storm of ctb. The minutes tick by uneventfully......... but sooner or later, my time to ctb will be here.
 
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netrezven

Mage
Dec 13, 2018
515
Lately every morning i feel like i'm simply reseting. Being woked up in someones body with the situation aroud, but can't access what my life was, only some surface stuff and events. Most things and people around feel so distant to me, every morning. So i don't think i have any perception of days, weeks or months if it wasn't the calendar.
 
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