To me, to be pro choice means to respect other people's decisions about their lives, whether they choose to live or die. The right to die is a human right and suicide is a personal choice. I wish we lived in a society where our right to die is respected, it is cruel how people are expected to suffer against their wishes.
In my case, I am trapped in this world as suicide is so difficult, I lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit this world and there is the fear of failure. If I could exit this world peacefully then that would comfort me a lot, but unfortunately we live in a world where we are denied that option. The only thing that gives me relief, is that no matter what I will die eventually, there will be an end to the suffering someday.