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DiscussionWhat do you think ppl will assume the reason for ur suicide as?
Thread starterchaoschuckler
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My dad will probably frame me as a phone addict and it's because of unemployment, he is manipulative and perfect gaslighter, so that will work. But screw him, i am not even on socials and I've been thinking about this since I was a minor!
What about you guys?
I think people will assume I left out of loneliness and heartbreak, when it would really be due to exhaustion, disappointment and in prevention of a miserable future.
The people who know I'm suicidal will correctly blame my illness, trauma and the inability to make a life worth living.
The people who are still close to me, but don't know, will most likely blame it on a recent heartbreak and I really don't want that, because the person has nothing to do with me ctbing.
The rest I don't really care. If someone never cared to listen to me and understand when I was alive, then I don't care what they think when I'm dead. That's most of my family and especially my gaslighting parents.
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I plan to leave behind a detailed note signifying what led to my decision. I have no idea if it'll console them, if they'll be able to blame the mental illness that curses me rather than themselves, but I hope they'll eventually be fine.
my mom will blame herself, and my dad
my dad will blame my mom, and maybe also kill himself
my close friends will blame themselves, and my dad, me being an idiot and my ex boyfriend
my extended friends will blame me for being an idiot and thinking everything has a solution
my extended family will blame themselves, my dad, and maybe my ex boyfriend
and i hope my ex boyfriend feels some of the guilt and blame bc he is part of the reason
My family might think I'm just going through a temporary bout of despair, because everything has a "silver lining," but I think they're overlooking a certain reality.
However, I feel my family is likely to be subjected to malicious speculation from those around them, because the reason I want to end my life has nothing to do with them—yet they might speculate that I've suffered some kind of abuse at home.
I simply cannot understand why so many people in society are always speculating about these so-called "reasons." If they truly cared about the person involved, they wouldn't subject those who matter to them to further psychological doubt and torment.
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