the self is a model, and that consciousness can arise when a system represents itself as itself — not due to a soul or essence, but due to structure and process.
the question is not why am I me, but rather why is there any experience at all, and why does it feel like this?
consciousness is seen as an emergent property of information-processing systems (like brains, or potentially, machines).
So your reasoning goes something like:
Consciousness arises when physical systems (like brains) reach a certain complexity or configuration (like installing an OS).
Countless such systems are constantly forming in nature.
We've each found ourselves "awake" once before — subjectively existing — in this kind of universe.
Therefore, nothing prevents that from happening again… and again… and again.
Since the new consciousness wouldn't remember the previous, it's not you in any continuity sense, but it would still feel like being you, in the same first-person sense — just with different memories, different circumstances.
Therefore, death might not be an escape, just a door to the next conscious moment, somewhere, as someone or something else.
There's no opt-out — because even if this consciousness ends, the "lottery" of existence continues elsewhere.
Worst of all, this could mean suffering — even extreme suffering — is not a one-time risk, but potentially an eternally recurring possibility.
Maybe death really is dreamless sleep. Maybe it's even oblivion. And in a strange way, maybe that's the only peace there is.