Discussion What do you do when you have really bad suicidal thoughts? pick your top 4

[idelttoilfsadness21]

Distract myself with games, or youtube mostly. On the more negative side I listen to sad music, cry, and wander the streets.

Why are you me, omg… but with me I rewatch bad things because the world is bad and I wish I was dead…

 

[divinemistress36]

Punch Amazon boxes

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

Smoke weed, lie around, try to focus on not losing my mind

 

[chandxoxo]

i hang out with my girfriend, listen to music, but its getting hard to keep up with the thoughts...

how do you date while being suicidal. i can't bring myself to interact with the opposite gender or have people attached with me. i just want to loose all connections so it doesn't hurt anyone when I commit

 

[guineapiglover8503]

Music, drinking/drugs until blackout disassociate and sometimes cut a little bit.

I have been meaning to try to find someone IRL for x and tabs but I haven't gotten to it and I am worried I won't be able to find one

 

[Lo$t95]

I have been meaning to try to find someone IRL for x and tabs but I haven't gotten to it and I am worried I won't be able to find one

I don't know what part of the world you are from but in my experience sourcing party-drugs/opioids is easy any city center or party district will supply.

If you are a woman just bring a friend or at least don't go to a secondary location. Just pass them the money they can drop what you need on the ground and you both go your separate ways.

Hope that makes sense.

 

[guineapiglover8503]

I don't know what part of the world you are from but in my experience sourcing party-drugs/opioids is easy any city center or party district will supply.

If you are a woman just bring a friend or at least don't go to a secondary location. Just pass them the money they can drop what you need on the ground and you both go your separate ways.

Hope that makes sense.

I haven't really been to any parties but if I do go to one, tysm!!!! <333

 

[chandxoxo]

i just masterbate or cut myself ... or starve or vent to my diary....

 

[everydaythesame]

Nothing when my mood is this dark, just constant ruminating. I have this fear that if there is such a thing as reincarnation im going to come back as me.

 

[CogitoMori]

Planning my own death or looking at maps of the area I'm going to do it in

 

[guineapiglover8503]

Music, World of Warcraft, Left4Dead.
When possible I go for a walk.

I find walks very helpful and soothing

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

1. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.
2. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.
3. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.
4. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.

 

[murderousvixen]

personally I draw, listen to music, masturbate, talk to friends, or cry

real sometimes you gotta jork it out! also… i'd love music suggestions if you have any! i've used up all my crying music and need to find some more

 

[RamenNoodles]

Hope to catch the bus soon, but here's goes
1. Resent my parents for birthing
2. Resent my social status
3. Blame every one around me
4. Blame my gene pool
5. Blame myself for catching the bus sooner

 

[youpi]

I go to this forum, lol

 

[yousaidimsweet]

lately i go here haha, i think my friends are sick of my shit. but if it's not that, i try crying it out and take a nap - hope to feel better in the morning

 

[outrider567]

I come to this site

 

[SA1994EC]

Drink to knock myself out and sleep, which is mostly 24/7 these days. During short moments between that, I come here & browse. This forum is the only solace when I am conscious.

 

[guineapiglover8503]

real sometimes you gotta jork it out! also… i'd love music suggestions if you have any! i've used up all my crying music and need to find some more

So real and I listen to lots of Radiohead, Olivia Rodrigo, Pink Floyd, and baby bugs. For crying I listen to CAS, clairo, sir Chloe, baby bugs, and Olivia Rodrigo

 

[Sockeye Salmon]

lay in bed and cry because i can't do anything about it
can't ctb, don't have drugs, don't have alcohol, don't have anything

 

[metothemoon]

I come here, self harm and keep me distracted in any possible way

 

[divinemistress36]

1. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.
2. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.
3. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.
4. Resent my parents for giving birth to me.

Same! I cant help it

 

[guineapiglover8503]

lay in bed and cry because i can't do anything about it
can't ctb, don't have drugs, don't have alcohol, don't have anything

I'm sorry, sending hugs <333

 

[SadRatQueen]

Draw/write, play video games, listen to music, and cry. I do others things as well, but this is basically the majority of it.

 

[beseechgod]

Work on planning my death

 

[isthisit?]

Tarkov keeps me busy. I dont really get people that just cry or refuse to do anything. It doesnt get you anywhere. a long time ago, when I was getting bullied a lot, I just took it and moved on because stopping would only make it worse

 

[Forveleth]

I cry and eat, which is how I handle my depression in general. I used to drink but can't do that anymore. Sometimes I distract myself with youtube. Occasionally will cut.

 

[chandxoxo]

i am thinking that I should have put daydream on there. I personally daydream about dying, or if im listening to music I just daydream about performing the song im listening to xd

you're so real for this. everyone always assumed I'm insane for doing this. I've been daydreaming and wishing to die since I was like 8 or 9 something. the dreams feel so real sometimes too. it's probably childhood trauma and dysfunctional family still haunting me since I am still dependent financially

Listen to music, sleep, daydream, or self harm

same....

Listen to music, sleep, daydream, or self harm

same....

 

[Gone soon]

I like listening to music, reading, surfing on the internet, sometimes I masturbate to be honest

 

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

Lot's of sh, self-destructive behavior, abusing whatever I'm addicted too, and lot's of ctb attempts.
Ohh and substance abuse at times, although I'm not really addicted to any as of now.