My depression's getting bad again, and I have no energy to do anything. My new job won't start for a bit, so I'm just stuck in my room. I don't have money to go out, and I can't get myself to sleep, so I'm wondering what the hell to do with myself. Realistically, I should clean (my place is gross), but I have negative energy. Video games aren't doing anything for me, and any creative pursuits I normally go towards (drawing, writing, etc) just frustrate me lately. I just took my first shower in, like, a week, and it completley wiped any and all energy I had. I'm just tired of mindlessly watching YouTube, but I need distractions or all my suicidal thoughts flood in at once. Does anyone have any suggestions?
