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Gilbertson12

Gilbertson12

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May 11, 2020
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When something makes me feel scared I like to right about it. That somehow makes me feel fearless.

Also I like to think about my death, i don't why i feel so calm when I think about being death.

I read you.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
I also write. On this forum.
 
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iDieUDie80

iDieUDie80

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2020
403
Deep breathing, go outside, draw a bath.
 
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psychoticxerror

psychoticxerror

Is it over yet?
Aug 18, 2020
23
Listening to music, being in nature, cuddling with animals, journaling. I like this thread a lot :heart:
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i like to listen to music that reflects what i'm thinking. sometimes, if i'm feeling up to it, i'll take a walk and admire the nature around me.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Music and movies. Have a warm bath helps me too.
 
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muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I love music
 
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leiche

leiche

i need a cigarette
Aug 19, 2020
196
i smoke to some chill music or watch something funny like south park series or anime. also i'm in the process of writing a book and that calms me down to. when i listen to some screamo music, i sing along to lyrics and shout it like a psycho, that also reduces my stress
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Gaming mostly, but thanks to being home due to covid guidelines I can burn though a 40 hour game in a few days. It sucks when you play games faster than they can make new ones.

I also read reddit, this forum, or the news. If all else fails marijuana and a good snack.
 
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Avril

Avril

She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers....
Aug 8, 2020
520
Either I cut myself, or I play video games.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,805
I listen to music, play PC games, and watch videos that involve storm chasing or detailed weather forecasts.
 
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valentine

valentine

Student
Apr 2, 2019
101
I drink. I know it isn't healthy but it takes my mind off it. After I drink I can usually watch TV or play games and it makes me feel a bit better.
 
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GonnaGoBye

GonnaGoBye

Will die soon
Jun 30, 2020
109
Musicals or instrumentals calm my mood when having the impulses, but sometimes the urge is too strong that the music's will also add fuel to the ctb meter
 
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GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
When something makes me feel scared I like to right about it. That somehow makes me feel fearless.

Also I like to think about my death, i don't why i feel so calm when I think about being death.

I read you.
I go out for walks for about an hour or two. I try to go into nature with water present. I also do CBD oil now. I wish I had this long ago. I like long drives but that's not always practical. Take a shower and tell myself its going to be Ok wether I CTB or not. It doesnt work every time but I keep trying anyway.
 
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Moonbounce

Moonbounce

Prototype
Aug 12, 2020
133
I either turn on my music or meditate. Neither work particularly well, but they sometimes keep me out of my worst headspaces. Walks are nice too, but I live in suburbia so no nature hikes so calm me down, just loud noises and densely packed housing. But it works I guess.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
I remind myself that I can just down some SN if I need this to be over. And if I can endure some bitterness and nausea, I can be free.
 
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