disappearingquietly
Worthless, useless being.
- Aug 15, 2024
- 30
Simply self-explanatory. I want to kill myself, but at the same time, I don't exactly want to burn in eternal hellfire.
Don't know and it scares the crap out of me.Simply self-explanatory. I want to kill myself, but at the same time, I don't exactly want to burn in eternal hellfire.
Literally. Wish there was an answer.Don't know and it scares the crap out of me.
Yeah. I don't get how an "all-loving" god could send one of his creations to eternal hellfire.I believe that either you experience the eternal void as before birth, or, something like what NDEs describe of reuniting with the all loving creator (not the Christian God but the universe itself sort of ) and then you either choose to reincarnate or you rest for some time in the afterlife. There are people who have experienced hellish ndes but this is thought to be a byproduct of what they were experiencing at the time of death and they were rescued if they called out for help. In short I don't really believe in hell or a hellish afterlife.
I would like to believe in Rebirth but i think there is just nothing After death, just like there is before birth.Don't know and it scares the crap out of me.
I've always believed in god even with being trans so I just automatically assume heaven. At the same time, people, even ones really close to me, have hated me so relentlessly these past years after transitioning that it makes me wonder sometimes if god hates me too. Although idk why god would be obsessed with people's genitals and sex characteristics like that though lolSimply self-explanatory. I want to kill myself, but at the same time, I don't exactly want to burn in eternal hellfire.
omg hi! saw your pfp and freaked (in a good way lol). also I understand your perspective. i personally despise the idea of reincarnation and don't understand why many people are so fond of it. i mean bruh, going to live this life AGAIN? in THIS world? without remembering anything at all? eh, i'd prefer afterlifeI wish to be reincarnated but when I think about it, it probably woudnlt be a good ideia. theres a high chance i will be born in a 3rd world shithole, i could be born male again, i could be just as ugly as i am again.. unless i can choose how I wanna be reborn i think id rather cease to exist and go to complete nothingness than run the lottery again.
heaven seems boring
hell is just torture