lemmeeleev
Still here
- Nov 29, 2018
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Sat in my room and cried because I wanted to be dead before then, so much for a "sweet 16".
Its 9 months after the date of sex? (Give or take a few days or weeks)Denied it's existence, brought cake to work, spent most of the day hiding. The whole idea of celebrating somebody's parents' date of sex is creepy imo.
Premature birth lmaoIts 9 months after the date of sex? (Give or take a few days or weeks)
That's awful. So you have a low mood pretty much continuously? FuckCried alone in my dorm room under blankets. It haven't change in the last 6 years, but maybe I will cry at home my next birthday, I probably won't be able to enter a college again this year. What a great life, isn't it?
Sad but true... The pain won't stop, and my unstable mind makes it impossible to improve my condition. I don't have almost any hope anymore, but I will try meds and therapy one more time.That's awful. So you have a low mood pretty much continuously? Fuck
That is courageous. We do change over time too anyway, hopefully better adapted or at least contentSad but true... The pain won't stop, and my unstable mind makes it impossible to improve my condition. I don't have almost any hope anymore, but I will try meds and therapy one more time.
Life is change. Some change is possible at all times, for better or worse. But it's relative, sadly. a prisoner in a cell can move from one corner to another or a goldfish swim in this direction or that in a bowl. It's choice and free will at work but what is the value of it or the meaning. A cell is still a cell and a bowl is still a bowl. Try everything possible within the framework of your reality, there are a million different ways to lead your life... and see where it gets you. Everyone spends their time going round in some kind of circle.That is courageous. We do change over time too anyway, hopefully better adapted or at least content
I feel trapped as fuck tooLife is change. Some change is possible at all times, for better or worse. But it's relative, sadly. a prisoner in a cell can move from one corner to another or a goldfish swim in this direction or that in a bowl. It's choice and free will at work but what is the value of it or the meaning. A cell is still a cell and a bowl is still a bowl. Try everything possible within the framework of your reality, there are a million different ways to lead your life... and see where it gets you. Everyone spends their time going round in some kind of circle.
alone
you said it allI feel trapped as fuck too
Chorei muito, era também aniversário de morte do meu irmão