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abcdef123

New Member
May 6, 2025
1
Sorry for my bad english. Personnally, I think the only thing that could stop me from being suicidal is to win a large amount of money. I have lost hope in every aspect of life, sentimental, professionnal. Nothing will ever make me happy again. I say money because I dont really know what its like to be rich and I guess it must relieve some pain. But when I think of it I believe that suicidal thougts will come back anyway. But I will never know since Im not going to be rich.
 
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itsoverforme303

Burn my dread
Mar 3, 2025
86
I will stop being suicidal when I am actually dead.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,354
As long as I suffer in this torturous and futile existence I'll wish to not exist and the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep is all I could personally hope for, it's all I see as positive, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering. I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured rather I only hope to not exist and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

To me existence really does feel like a mistake that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd always prefer to not exist, I just want peace and I find it so terrifying how a human can be conscious in this existence just to die in agony from old age, I always wish I could just choose to never wake ever again, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
112
Saying by experience, money doesn't solve all your problems, but living in poverty or even in miserable conditions - when you literally own nothing - is cruel, and knowing that many people face it makes me certain that god/universe/society doesn't give a shit about the ones who are at the bottom.
 
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Thekla

Thekla

The Lord will take me home.
May 29, 2024
45
A GED, which I'm too stupid to get...
 
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UserFromNowhere

Member
May 4, 2025
18
Honestly, aside from a magical cure that takes away my thoughts of suicide and depression, nothing. Money or no money, social interaction or loneliness, I can't save my mind from these thoughts anymore. I've already tried medication and therapy and treatment, but nothing seems to work, and I have no control over it anymore.
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

生とは死に至る病そのものだ
Apr 22, 2025
86
Nothing at all~
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,305
Nothing could stop me from wanting to commit my suicide
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,859
Nothing. I am done living.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,638
A brain transplant.
 
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Gamelle

Member
Feb 21, 2025
55
A Time Machine to redo my life.
 
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LostHighway

Member
May 5, 2025
9
There are millions upon millions of people who live happy lives on not a lot of money. VERY few people are rich and many of them aren't happy. Why won't anything make you happy again? What has brought you joy in the past? What kind of job would you like to have and what is stopping you from trying to do that job?

If I could sleep, I would not be suicidal.
 
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BlueButterfly111

BlueButterfly111

Autistic and Heartbroken
Dec 26, 2024
271
My boyfriend coming back alive from the dead, which won't happen lol.
 
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lifecanbecruel!

Member
Apr 22, 2025
9
Living In a completely different world, as something completely different would stop me from feeling suicidal!
 
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Dejected 55

Member
May 7, 2025
17
Nothing short of a miracle will change my mind. I can't say when or if I'll be able to carry it out, but I'm at a point where something truly magical would have to happen to make me not wish for it every night.
 
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rs929

Mage
Dec 18, 2020
537
Probably if I learned how not to give a fuck about anything
 
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worthless123

Hikikomori
Apr 24, 2023
47
Absolutely nothing lol my life is cooked.
 
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mourningyesterday

mourningyesterday

Member
Apr 30, 2025
6
would need a miracle for my health problems to go
 
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loser4ever4life

Student
Apr 10, 2025
104
Getting a girlfriend for the first time ever

trust me, wont solve it

wanted to ctb because i thought i would forever be a khv -> after multiple relationships/situationships/hookups -> still want to ctb
 
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kamyzyak

Per aspera ad aspera
Jul 21, 2023
9
Just want my physical health back, I'll fix the rest of the stuff myself.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,495
Same as others have said- being dead. Maybe money could prolong my attempt but I don't think it would indefinitely. I suppose if I knew I would die of natural causes in the near future and my pain would be medicated, I'd likely hold on for that.
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
144
for what it's worth, from someone with no shortage of money: it didn't make me any less suicidal, but it did at least give me one less thing to worry about. i do think having enough money to thrive important, but not so much that you become a slave to it, like me, always wanting more. :)
 
matchalavendercake

matchalavendercake

pokémon devotee forever (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚
Feb 23, 2025
23
as i've been cruelly trapped in this reality, nothing will, that's why i need to escape. not even winning the lottery will make me wna stay atp, and i even used to think being rich is what will make me wna stay, but that has now changed after what happened to me this yr. nothing will ever fix me as there is now something missing, a deep void that won't go away until i finally escape from this reality
 
CanIStopTryingNow

CanIStopTryingNow

Member
Oct 15, 2023
50
A cure for my bipolar and migraines.
 
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