What can push you to go?

[onmywaytothebusstop]

A lot of people are suicidal and are wishing they could make the jump. Myself included.

Are there things that can help with it? Are there certain medications, drugs, tools, whatever that can make it easier?

I've had multiple suicide attempts in the past but they were always impulsive. Am i stuck until i have one of these moments again?

 

[FoxSauce]

Could be impulsively. Or m siyicid thought being loud as fuck..a situation?

Moslty can be triggered or untriggered last time was half triggered half untriggered
Mostly like a push idk

I hope that made sense


As for to help through it ..im trying to use dbt skills or idk autopilot? (Idk if is dissociating)

 

[NonEssential]

I'm think when I'm in an extremely stressful situation and when I know the location to ctb.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Well being that my gf just broke up with me nothing js holding me back besides resources.

 

[ImNotReal]

I saw a quote from something, I don't remember what. It said smth like "you're just waiting for something to push you even further so you can finally go through with it" and like. Yeah.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me existence will always be enough and I'd be long gone if I had the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again as I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile, deeply undesirable and torturous existence, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I could just only ever see non-existence as positive and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony I can feel destined to decay and die anyway.

I find it so terrifying how a human can exist for so long just to be tortured by old age, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I only continue to suffer as I'm so cruelly denied a death like never waking ever again with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for.

 

[Angel999]

I'm feeling strong stomach pain probably from my undiagnosed illness and taking too many drugs and shit diet. So if it won't kill me soon it might push me to go as the pain is unbearable to live with anyway.

 

[Ligottian]

Right now, any number of traumas.