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aneurysm

aneurysm

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Jan 27, 2019
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I'm cbting soon.

I have always had a strong immune system and idk I feel like I'm the type of person who could survive crazy stuff like jumping off the golden gate bridge for example. I'm very anxious about taking SN because I can't get myself to believe it will kill me for sure.

I need to weaken my body significantly before doing it. I though about dehydrating myself, drawing out as much blood as I can using a syringe. Would it be a good idea? If no why? and do you have any idea on how I can further weaken my body ?
 
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No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
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I think doing those things will only cause unnecessary suffering. SN in the right dose is lethal enough when combined with metoclopramide and cimetidine, and even if your body is unusually resistant, it cannot probably deal with the lack of oxygen in your vital organs caused by it, and I doubt your immune system can save you from that. If you're really afraid of surviving, then the best you can do is taking the recommended meds along with it and either take a larger dose of SN or two doses: one when you're ready to ctb and other when you feel like passing out. Your body will be overwhelmed and won't be able to "fix" your blood.
 
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