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Why Do I Keep Counting? by The Killers.
 
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Shinedown-365 :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:







There's a hurricane and it's on the way
Been sittin' around this house for days
I'm in here waitin' on the flood
Been hangin' out and holdin' on
To every word in our favorite song
These headphones are thicker than blood
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
Givin' in, not givin' up
Maybe I didn't care enough
I wish I could let you know, somehow
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
A lot can happen in a year
A lot can happen in a year
Keep lookin' out, not lookin' down
You won't find the answers in the ground
Where will we be 12 months from now?
If I could hitch a ride on a time machine
I would bring you right back here with me
And I wouldn't have to watch you disappear
Even though I said all the things that mattered most
While I held on tight to the end of the rope
I could keep you close but I couldn't keep you here
A lot can happen in a year
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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From the 90's House Mix I posted before



Haddaway-What Is Love :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
Baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
What is love?
Yeah, yeah
(Ooh, ooh)
I don't know why you're not there
I give you my love, but you don't care
So what is right?
And what is wrong?
Gimme a sign
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Oh-whoa, whoa, ohh, ooh
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Oh-whoa, whoa, ohh, ooh
Oh, I don't know, what can I do?
What else can I say, it's up to you
I know we're one
Just me and you
I can't go on
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Oh-whoa, whoa, ohh, ooh
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Oh-whoa, whoa, ohh, ooh
What is love?
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
What is love?
(Ooh, ooh, ooh)
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
Don't hurt me
Don't hurt me
I want no other, no other lover
This is our life, our time
When we are together, I need you forever
Is it love?
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
Yeah, yeah
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Oh-whoa, whoa, ohh, ooh
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Oh-whoa, whoa, ohh, ooh
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
What is love?
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
(Huh-huh, huh-huh)
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
(Huh-huh, huh-huh)
Oh, baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
What is love?
 
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All That Remains-No Tomorrow :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I know that something is off
Is it intention or just connection lost
No remorse in goodbyes
I see the devil in your eyes
There's no denying it's real
The warmest smile but the ice is all I feel
The truth is almost disguised
I see the devil in your eyes
Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
Time has broke through the glass
The shifting sands on the edge won't bring us back
A pyramid of your lies
To hold the hell back down inside
I'm past the point of return
And I hope that the memory makes it hurt
A shadow lost in the night
Like the devil in your eyes
Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
Running in circles and can't wait
Watching my life as it detonates
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
I know that something is off
Is it intention or just connection lost
No remorse in goodbyes
I see the devil in your eyes
Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
Running in circles and I can't wait
Watching my life as it detonates
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Old Flame-Falling Down :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(I tried getting the lyrics but had problems, so I gave up)



 
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Hangman's Chair-Who To Die Old :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








It's been a long time since
Since I didn't feel like this
This time I don't
I don't want to win
I just want to see
Where it ends
I never say what I think
I never believe what I say
And if I tell the truth
I hide it under
So many lies
So many lies
So many lies
I hide it under so many lies
That it's hard to find out
The more I get old
The more I remain silent
The more I get old
I need some rest
But I can't sleep
I just remember
Who wants to die old?
On the floor I want to lie cold
I don't understand
This world we live in
I can't understand
This world we live in
I don't understand
This world we live in
I won't understand
 
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Papa Roach-Even If It Kills Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away
Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away (oh)
Is this a warning? Is this a sign?
Should I keep my mouth shut, let you live a lie?
'Cause every day it's a dog fight
I can see it pilin' up like a mile high
(Oh)
'Cause I hope that you know when you're broken, I'm broken too
(Oh)
If you need me, I'll bleed for you
Even if it kills me inside
Even if you burn me alive
I'd carry that pain that you don't need
I'd carry that weight that you don't see
Even if it kills me this time
Even if I'm buried alive
I'd give my last breath so you could breathe
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me
Is this the moment? Is this the time?
Are you gonna wake up, gonna realize
Your world is burning? A thousand signs
But you're choking on the smoke from the other side
(Oh)
And I hope that you know when you're broken, I'm broken too
(Oh)
If you need me, I'll bleed for you
Even if it kills me inside
Even if you burn me alive
I'd carry that pain that you don't need
I'd carry that weight that you don't see
Even if it kills me this time
Even if I'm buried alive
I'd give my last breath so you could breathe
Even if it kills me
Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away
Running from the past, running from the pain
You can't run it back if you can't get away
(Warning)
I won't run, I won't hide
Standing in the fire, I'm alive
I won't run, I won't hide
I'm not leaving you behind
Even if it kills me inside
Even if you burn me alive
I'd carry that pain that you don't need
I'd carry that weight that you don't see
Even if it kills me this time
Even if I'm buried alive
I'd give my last breath so you could breathe
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me
Even if it kills me
I won't run, I won't hide
I'm not leavin' you behind
 
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Member
Jan 30, 2025
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Lately I've been exploring the discography of prolific noise musician/artist Yamataka Eye. His willingness to break artistic boundaries and express himself with such raw purity is inspiring to me. If you're not familiar with his work Boredoms is probably a good starting point. That said he's done so much stylistic experimentation it may be best to just jump into something random and see what you like. Really interesting stuff!
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Ed Sheeran-Perfect 💔💙💔🩵💔

For my ex.... Maybe someday we will find our way back to each other. 😥








I found a love for me
Oh, darling, just dive right in and follow my lead
Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet
Oh, I never knew you were the someone waitin' for me
'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love, not knowin' what it was
I will not give you up this time
Oh, darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes, you're holding mine
Baby, I'm dancin' in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass while listenin' to our favourite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, "Darling, you look perfect tonight"
Well, I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday, I'll share her home
I found a love to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we're so in love, fightin' against all odds
I know we'll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand, be my girl, I'll be your man
I see my future in your eyes
Oh, baby, I'm dancin' in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass while listenin' to our favourite song
When I saw you in that dress, lookin' so beautiful
I don't deserve this, darling, you look perfect tonight
No, no, no
Mm, oh
Baby, I'm dancin' in the dark with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, oh, listenin' to our favourite song
I have faith in what I see, now I know I have met
An angel in person, and she looks perfect
Though I don't deserve this, you look perfect tonight
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Led Zeppelin-Kashmir :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Oh, let the sun beat down upon my face
With stars to fill my dreams
I am a traveler of both time and space
To be where I have been
Sit with elders of the gentle race
This world has seldom seen
Talk of days for which they sit and wait
All will be revealed
Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace
Whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate
The story was quite clear
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Ooh, baby, I been flying
No yeah, mama, there ain't no denyingO
Oh, ooh, yeah I've been flying
Mama, mama, ain't no denying, no denying
Oh, all I see turns to brown
As the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand
As I scan this wasted land
Trying to find, trying to find, where I've been
Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
Like thoughts inside a dream
Here is the path that led me to that place
Yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon
I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June
When moving through Kashmir
Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails
Across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face
Along the straits of fear
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Ooh
Oh, when I'm on, when I'm on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I'm down
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, but I'm down, so down
Ooh, my baby, ooh, my baby, let me take you there
Oh come on, oh, let me take you there... let me take you there
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, let me take you there... let me take you there
 
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Nothing More-House On Sand :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Rationalize
Mix the truth with lies (take a trip to the dark side)I
It's all black magic
Mix with bad habits
Oh, isn't it tragic?
I'm a patient, going apeshit on the fourth floor, in the psych ward
I've been baptized, franchised, Americanized, left here wondering why?
I built my house on sand
Hoping it would stand the storms that come my way
And now I'm left to face the weight of my mistakes
And a chance to start again
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
Whoa-oh, again!
Blegh!
I'm compromised
Wage war on my mind
Feels good on the dark side
It's all black magic
Mixed with bad habits
Oh, isn't it tragic?
I'm a patient, going apeshit on the fourth floor, in the psych ward
I've been baptized, franchised, Americanized, left here wondering why?
I built my house on sand
Hoping it would stand the storms that come my way
And now I'm left to face the weight of my mistakes
And a chance to start again
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
Yo-oh
Build my life again
Err-yow!
Hey!
Huh, I'm a patient, going apeshit, I'm a monster, an outsider
It's all bullshit, all bullshit
It's all bullshit!
(Tear it) down!
Blegh!
Oh, isn't it tragic?
Huh-oh, tear it down!
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
I built my house on sand
Hoping it would stand the storms that come my way (the storms that come my way)
And now I'm left to face the weight of my mistakes
And a chance to start again (start again)
Whoa-oh
Build my life again
Yo-oh
Build my life again
Build my life again
Build my life again
Build my life again
Build my life again
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Coldplay-All My Love 💙💔💙💔💙








We've been through low
Been through sunshine, been through snow
All the colours of the weather
We've been through high
Every corner of the sky
And still we're holding on together
You got all my love
Whether it rains or pours, I'm all yours
You've got all my love
Whether it rains, it remains
You've got all my love
Until I die
Let me hold you if you cry
Be my one, two, three forever
'Cause you got all my love
Whether it rains or pours, I'm all yours
You've got all my love
Whether it rains, it remains
You'vе got all my love
La-la, la-la, la, lie
Whether it rains or pours, I'm all yours
La-la, la-la, la, lie
That's all, all I can say
Ooh
You got all my lovе
Oh, for now and always, 'til the end of my days
You got all my love
You've got all my love
 
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mikgazer6

No existence, no problem
Jul 1, 2024
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Lately I've been exploring the discography of prolific noise musician/artist Yamataka Eye. His willingness to break artistic boundaries and express himself with such raw purity is inspiring to me. If you're not familiar with his work Boredoms is probably a good starting point. That said he's done so much stylistic experimentation it may be best to just jump into something random and see what you like. Really interesting stuff!
Besides his contributions with Ground Zero and Naked City I've listened to a couple solo releases by him. Neither clicked with me but expressive and inspiring are definitely words that go well with his music. I haven't checked out Boredoms yet. Cool to see his name appearing here.
 
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How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
405
I'm sorta doing a Tally Hall binge at the moment, i'm currently listening to their Good and Evil album

(I just really like Tally Hall)

 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Thought I would post something fun... Maybe it will make someone smile a bit.😁🤗😁

Pointer Sisters-Jump :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Your eyes tell me how you love me
Can feel it in your heart beat
I know you like what you see
Hold me, I'll give that you need
Wrap your love around me
You're so excited, I can feel you
Getting hotter, oh baby
I'll take you down, I'll take you down
Where no one's ever gone before
And if you want more, if you want more
More, more, more
Jump for my love
Jump in and feel my touch
Jump you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love
Jump, I know my heart can make you happy
Jump in, you know these arms
Can feel you up
Jump, you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love
You told me, I'm the only woman for you
Nobody does you like I do
Then make a move before you try and
Go much farther, oh baby
You're the one, you, you are the one
And heaven waits here at my door
And if you want more,
If you want more, more, more then
When you are next to me, oh I come alive
Your love burns inside
Feels so right
Come to me if you want me tonight jump
Jump if you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump, jump
Jump, you know my heart can
Make you happy
Jump, you know these arms can feel you up
Jump in, you want to taste my kisses
In the night then
Jump, jump for my love
 
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Besides his contributions with Ground Zero and Naked City I've listened to a couple solo releases by him. Neither clicked with me but expressive and inspiring are definitely words that go well with his music. I haven't checked out Boredoms yet. Cool to see his name appearing here.

Nice! Hanatarash also features his work and has some really cool stuff in the harsh noise side of things.
 
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Member
Feb 1, 2025
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Stone Temple Pilots-Vasoline :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








One time a thing occurred to me
What's real and what's for sale?
Blew a kiss and tried to take it home
Isn't you, isn't me
Search for things that you can't see
Going blind, out of reach
Somewhere in the vasoline
Two times and it has rendered me
Punch drunk and without bail
Think I'd be safer all alone
Flies in the vasoline we are

Sometimes it blows my mind
Keep gettin' stuck here all the time
Isn't you, isn't me
Search for things that you can't see
Going blind, out of reach
Somewhere in the vasoline
You'll see the look and you'll see the lies
You'll eat the lies and you will
Flies in the vasoline we are
Sometimes it blows my mind
Keep gettin' stuck here all the time
Isn't you, isn't me
Search for things that you can't see
Going blind, out of reach
Somewhere in the vasoline
 
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Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,034
im listening to dysfunctional you by shinedown after waking up from a ptsd nightmare.....
do i ever f'en feel dysfunctional rn.........




one of my faves is her name is alice by shinedown. i watched the movies with johnny deep recently, they were good
 
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Feb 1, 2025
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Mounting mileage on the dash
Double darkness falling fast
I keep stressing, pressing on
Way deep down at some substratum
Feels like something really wrong has happened
And I confess, I'm barely hanging on
 
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New Member
Oct 12, 2023
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"And it's all the subtle change
In landscape and business
Reminds you of your limited time
This time you'll listen
To the movement of your body
How it keeps on to spite you
And it frightens you
Cause you're barely alive
You're desperate in finding
Something else to please you
You've been searching your whole life

Something to mute
Change, or just distract you
Something to put inside you
To give the illusion of life
Cause you've always been barely alive
Cause you're barely alive
You've always been barely alive
Have you not?

And the greatest mistake
That you ever did make
With your arms by your side
Left it up to fate"
 

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