What are you listening to right now?

[anopenwound]

The one song that literally describes my life, my struggles, my feelings - in the instrumental, in the lyrics, in the transitions:



I love it to no end. It is my song.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Stone Temple Pilots-Interstate Love Song








Waiting on a Sunday afternoon
For what I've read between the lines
Your lies
Feelin', like a hand in rusted shame
So do you laugh or does it cry
Reply?

Leavin' on a southern train
Only yesterday you lied
Promises of what I seemed to be
Only watched the time go by
All of these things you've said to me

Breathing is the hardest thing to do
With all I've said and all that's dead for you
You lied
Goodbye

Leavin' on a southern train
Only yesterday you lied
Promises of what I seemed to be
Only watched the time go by
All of these things I've said to you

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Three Days Grace-Mayday








We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Welcome to the end, just take a number
Just get used to the influence you're under
It's the same old story of
Wanting it all but it's never enough
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Just wait in line for your rights and your privilege
Then follow the leader right off the cliffs edge
All your dreams are down below
Buried under broken bones
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

Calm down, we'll be okay
Just some turbulence, we're on our way
We're going down, but not today
We'll never say Mayday

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We're still alive
We're losing our minds

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday
We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Mike's Dead-Leave Me To Bleed




Bleeding out
Screaming, "Can you hear me now?"
You left me with a heart of stone
You said you'd make this house a home
You said, "Never forget, I'm here 'til the end"
Then you left me for dead
You said, "You knew from the start," now I'm trapped in the dark
Watch me fall apart, I'll never be the same
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took evеrything from me
Leave mе to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Break me down
The pain is overwhelming now
Apologies are overdue
I'm haunted by the ghost of you
I said, "Never forget, you're my worst regret"
You left me for dead
I said, "Now as we end, how do I begin
When I'm so empty? You ruined everything"
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
You took everything from me

 

[I'm exhausted]

My roommate telling me how she was thinking how today would be if she had children with all of her exes lol
My roommate telling me how she was thinking how today would be if she had children with all of her exes lol

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

Paul Leonard-Morgan - The Sacred And The Profane from the Cyberpunk OST ^^

 

[blackbeauty]

I do my best, at least
That's what I think I'm doin'
I try to find release and balance
But the wind is always brewin'

And it's blowin' strong
Oh, Lord, save me 'cause it's blowin' strong, oh

I sit and cry sometimes
I look at all my scars
I try to free my mind
I think of what I've done
Oh, even in the rain
Even in the rain

What is there left to say
When I've already said it all?
How many times can I pray
And expect the words back from a wall?

And it's blowin' strong
Oh, Lord, save me 'cause it's blowin' strong, oh

I sit and cry sometimes
I look at all my scars
I try to free my mind
I think of what I've done
Oh, even in the rain
Even in the rain

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Still love this song.....

Staind-Better Days








I've been feelin' outta control
There's no healin' between all the roads
And there's no comfort, am I losin' my soul?
Is it too late to just let 'em go?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

I tried to hold on, but it slipped through my hands
Do you believe in a second chance
For all we've been through?
Don't you think we deserve so much more than this hurt?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days
Of better days

I've been feeling so out of control
There's no healin'

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Of better days
Of better days
Of better days

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Some Classic Rock....

John Stewart-Gold








When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Ah, my buddy Jim Bass he's a-workin' pumpin gas
And he makes two fifty for an hour
He's got rhythm in his hands as he's tappin' on the cans
Sings rock and roll in the shower
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Ah, California girls are the greatest in the world
Each one a song in the making
Singin' rock to me I can hear the melody
The story is there for the takin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Flyin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
(Ooh, yeah)

People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing)
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Rappin' on the radio
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Slippin' out the back door
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing gold)
People out there

 

[SpiteHoldsMeAloft]

They're waking you up to close the bar
The street's wet, you can tell by the sound of the cars
The bartender's singing "Clementine"
While he's turning around the open sign
"Dreadful sorry, Clementine"
Though you're still her man
It seems a long time gone
Maybe the whole thing's wrong
What if she thinks so and just didn't say so?
You drank yourself into slow-mo
Made an angel in the snow
Anything to pass the time
And keep that song out of your mind
Oh, my darling
Oh, my darling
Oh, my darling, Clementine
Dreadful sorry, Clementine
Dreadful sorry, Clementine

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Iron Maiden-Can I Play With Madness










"Can I Play With Madness?"

Can I play with madness?

Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

I screamed aloud to the old man
I said "Don't lie, don't say you don't know"
I say "You'll pay for this mischief
In this world or the next"
Oh and then he fixed me with a freezing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said "You wanna know the truth son?
Lord, I'll tell you the truth
Your soul's gonna burn in a lake of fire"

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

"Listen to me," said the prophet

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

Can I play with madness?

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

I'm listening to LoadedRadio (https://loadedradio.com/), while waiting for the Radio One Rockshow (https://www.bbc.co.uk/sounds/play/live:bbc_radio_one) on the BBC to come on.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Eurythmics-Here Comes The Rain Again








Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me
Like lovers do

Here comes the rain again
Raining in my head like a tragedy
Tearing me apart like a new emotion (Ooh)
I want to breathe in the open wind
I want to kiss like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me (Ooh)
Like lovers do

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do

Ooh
Ooh, yeah
Here it comes again
Ooh
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Here it comes again, here it comes again, ah)
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you? (Ooh, here it comes again)

Here comes the rain again (I said)
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Ooh, ooh, yeah)
I want to walk in the open wind (Mhm)
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sarcasm-Dying Embers Of Solitude

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Arcade Assembly-Nothing's Real



Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know ...

Nothing's real
Nothing's real

I didn't have the tools to know
I didn't have the words to deal
They found a way to make us look away

We decided that the rules had changed
Despite what the nobles say
We don't need to be controlled to feel whole

I just want a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real
(Nothing's real)

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell
(Nothing's real)

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I just need a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell

Nothing's real

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can move

MOVE

I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
Turning page after page after page
It's my book and I'm thumbing through

Without any candlestick holder
Without an idea if it's true
See you don't have all of the pieces
So I know you don't have any clue

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can ...
I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
I need to
I need to
MOVE

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Police-Can't Stand Losing You







Called you so many times today
And I guess it's all true what your girlfriends say
That you don't ever want to see me again
And your brother's gonna kill me, and he's six feet ten

I guess you'd call it cowardice
But I'm not prepared to go on like this

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you

I see you sent my letters back
And my LP records, and they're all scratched
I can't see the point in another day
When nobody listens to a word I say

You can call it lack of confidence
But to carry on living doesn't make no sense

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

Oh

I guess this is our last goodbye
And you don't care, so I won't cry
But you'll be sorry when I'm dead
And all this guilt will be on your head

I guess you'd call it suicide
But I'm too full to swallow my pride

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Stevie Nicks-I Can't Wait








I can't wait
I love you

I can't wait, I can't wait
Sometimes she talks to him
Sometimes, well, she's only dreaming
Then, when she wakes up
Somehow, well, she still believes him
Yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
Yes, I know you
To be continued, it's too much, well

I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, if I'm wasting my time, wish you'd make up your mind, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I'd like to go out, if I'll see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you?

She wonders how many more hours
Her heart will feel broken
Then, in secret, she says she needs to see him
But no words are spoken
Well, she dances around in a circle
Well, she's got that feeling now
Blame it on something at first sight
Put the blame on me if you want to
To be continued

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, now babe
I can't wait, I can't wait
Now I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you, baby?
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
If I'm wasting my time, make up your mind, baby

I tell it, tell it
I tell it (How will I love you?)
I tell it, tell it
How will we feel 20 years from now? (How will I love you?)
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait now (I can't wait)

No, no time will make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
Now that I love you, now that I love you
(I can't wait, I can't wait)

I can't wait
I love you

I can't wait, I can't wait
Sometimes she talks to him
Sometimes, well, she's only dreaming
Then, when she wakes up
Somehow, well, she still believes him
Yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
Yes, I know you
To be continued, it's too much, well

I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, if I'm wasting my time, wish you'd make up your mind, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I'd like to go out, if I'll see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you?

She wonders how many more hours
Her heart will feel broken
Then, in secret, she says she needs to see him
But no words are spoken
Well, she dances around in a circle
Well, she's got that feeling now
Blame it on something at first sight
Put the blame on me if you want to
To be continued

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, now babe
I can't wait, I can't wait
Now I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you, baby?
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
If I'm wasting my time, make up your mind, baby

I tell it, tell it
I tell it (How will I love you?)
I tell it, tell it
How will we feel 20 years from now? (How will I love you?)
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait now (I can't wait)

No, no time will make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
Now that I love you, now that I love you
(I can't wait, I can't wait)

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

Final Duet from Omori

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Signs Of The Swarm-Pray For Death









Dying wasted breath

Pray for death
Only silence greets your prayers
Captive to this creation
Why, oh why, must suffering reign?

Agony and misery
Deprived and lifeless
Your final breath slips away

Years come and gone
Suspend your disbelief
Bow your head and preach your insanity

Death is all that you're granted for praying
Death is all that you're granted for praying to "god"

Call for the hand of "god"

Dying wasted breath

An acrid stench of the fading hopes

Crying and suffering
Bleeding in silence when your savior abandons you
Crucified alone
Death is all that you will get for all your praying

Dying wasted breath

Decay awaits
When begging for an answer

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I like how they've just seemingly given up on trying to make original themes now, Book 8's were pretty boring after all. Now they're going for fancy remixes which hey I'm all for.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Dax-Depression








I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help, mm
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

Sometimes I sit, and I reminisce 'bout the good times
Wish I could get those back
I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
And they go on these tracks
I'm not ready to erase all my memories
Hmm, I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor
Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone

I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

These thoughts are drainin' all my energy
I try to tell 'em to God, they said, I'm goin' insane
And then they recommended therapy
And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain
He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain

Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on in life
And pass the things that my heart cannot contain
So that happiness won't sustain
And he read me my options
He said, "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal"
And they don't know how I feel (know how I feel...)

I can't find myself (I can't find myself)
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help (think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)
I just pray for brighter days

Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
I've got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat
I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke
It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat
I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart
They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart
Then they say you insane until it tears you apart
And then it cuts you so deep, and they can tell by the scars

We can only see change when we accept who we are
Try to run from the shame, and you will never get far
Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark
You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
With our God, you can beat all the odds
Keep your faith, and you'll never be lost and say

I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help (I think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I can't do anything right....

I'm so ready to CTB !!!!!!!!

Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life








So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Jason Derulo-Take You Dancing








Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (Jason Derulo)

Pull up, skrrt-skrrt on your body
Performin' just like my 'Rari
You're too fine, need a ticket
I bet you taste expensive
Pouring up, up, up by the liter
If you keepin' up you's a keeper
Tequila and vodka
Girl, you might be a problem

Run away, run away, run away, run away
I know that I should
But my heart wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay now
You can see it in my eyes that I wanna take you down right now if I could
So I hope you know what I mean when I say

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Like da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

Pull up, skrrt-skrrt on your body
It's just us two in this party
That Louis, that Prada looks so much better off ya
Turn me up, up, up, be my waitress
Know we not in love so let's make it
Tequila and vodka
Girl, you might be a problem

Run away, run away, run away, run away
I know that I should (know that I should)
But my heart wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay now
You can see it in my eyes that I wanna take you down right now if I could
So I hope you know what I mean when I say

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Like da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (if you know what I mean)

Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (girl)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (dancing)

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh, baby)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh, baby)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (If you know what I mean)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (yeah, all night)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (dancin')

 

[endless-void]

just the sound of the cars outside, my blanket when I move and my keyboard

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Falling In Reverse-Watch The World Burn








Yeah, I got voices in my head again, tread carefully
And I don't medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got problems, I got issues, yeah, apparently
Trauma that I'm burying, I think I need some therapy
I battle depression, I'm back with a message
I'm asking the question that if you hate me, why you acting obsessive?
I'm past the point of no return, fuck being passive-aggressive
I'll brandish a weapon, teach all you motherfuckers a lesson

I actually battle my demons and shadows
They swim in the deep, and they creep in the shallows, I'm lost
I gotta admit that I'm living the life that I've always wanted, but it comes at a cost
They're licking their chops, they're fixing to rip me apart, I'm swimming with sharks
I'm lifting the bar, I'm lifting it into the stars
I'm like a shot of adrenaline mixed with some Ritalin

You started a battle, but bitch, I'ma finish it
You think you can stop me? Not even a little bit
Nowadays, everybody's so sensitive
Taking my words and you pick it apart
Tripping on nothing, just get in the car
Gripping and ripping, I'm sticking the mark
I'm tipping the ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-charts

'Cause I got enemies trying to get rid of me
Evil tendencies are fucking with me mentally
I got people that don't like me in the industry
I can feel your energy, you are not a friend to me
'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah
I got dirt on people, but they act like I don't know, yeah
I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat
All it takes is one post, watch 'em fall like dominoes

You'll never get rid of me, too many mini-mes ripping my imagery
You know my history, it ain't a mystery
I put every enemy outta they misery
Somebody, send me some positive energy
About to go Darth, about to go Disney
Into the darkness, into infinity and
Shut you motherfuckers up, you listening?

Stacking every little pretty penny that I'm getting
And I'm never giving in to anybody, always winning
Never kidding when I die, I'm taking everybody with me
You're never gonna get me 'cause you'll never see it simply
I'm a motherfucking god, you're a light yawn, I'm a time bomb
And the vibes wrong, is this mic on?
I'm killing the syllables with a loaded refillable
I'm a lyrical, typical super villain, I'm venomous
And I'm never gonna stop until they put me on top of the list
I can't control the monster any longer that's inside

The pain and sorrow left us hollow
No tomorrows hard to swallow
Death is calling so appalling
Tightrope walking, now I'm falling down
Like missiles falling from the sky
Come and save us
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
Here today, but gone tomorrow

The pain inside is the fuel that drives
This flesh and bone through blood-red skies
The death defying, hypnotizing
One day you're gonna figure out that
Everything they taught you was a lie
Watch the world burn

Ooh

The fear is what keeps you alive
Break the fucking chains, take back your life
The fear is what keeps you insane
Break the fucking chains, take away the pain

 

[Myforevercharlie]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

David Guetta-Forever Young
Forever Gone, I Want To Be Forever Gone








"Forever Young"

Don't leave afraid, what's here tonight
Heaven can wait, no use in watchin' the sky
Don't say goodbye, just hold me tight
Heaven can wait, I wanna dance one more time

Give me the feelin' again
Just one more time
Don't you give me the feelin' that I'm forever young?

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever
Forever young

Do you really want to live forever?
Forever
Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

Dance one more time
Give me the feelin' again
Just one more time
Don't you give me the feelin' that I'm forever young?

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever young

 

[Szarur-abi]