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Hopeless_soul

Hopeless_soul

Soon
Jan 3, 2019
502
I tried to listen to music in the afternoon. Just made me really sad and tearful, but not in a calm melancholic way: just saw my whole life in a flash going to waste. Can't enjoy that anymore. And all the anxiety about ctb makes it really hard for me to concentrate on reading. Just read the news, some random articles... Wish I could be myself again. But everything is lost forever.
 
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locusdelicti

locusdelicti

Member
Jan 6, 2019
74
Listening to Cigarettes After Sex. So relaxing.
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Music .panio house.
 
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aeroplanes

Member
Jan 8, 2019
11
Just watched "The Haunting of Hill House" series on Netflix. It's pretty good, another series I liked better on the site was "You"
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
1,624
Who would've guessed... I'm listening to Lil Peep ofcourse! I've been listening to the Hellboy mixtape as of lately, and I recommend OMFG, nose ring and walk away as the doors slams to everyone.
 
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Autumn Winter

Autumn Winter

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Oct 28, 2018
29
I spend a lot of time on yt, currently I love to watch commentary channels! So ofc Im watching one rn by ryan trahan.
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Rewatching the series Planet Earth and Blue Planet on BBC America byDavid Attenborough. Good stuff.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
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Oblivion Lover

Oblivion Lover

No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
360
I was binge watching Lady Gaga videos on Youtube and trying to figure out what the heck the lyrics and all the symbolism in her videos were all about. I was overwhelmed by the weirdness, specially after watching Paparazzi, Telephone and Aura in sucession.
 
blanketyblk

blanketyblk

Mage
Jun 9, 2019
575


heard this song on the radio while i was out driving. once i got home i had to find it to listen to it again.. wow that song hits hard.

it brought me to tears.. thinking that's me that's my life. everyone is gone away.

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
I'm finding this song and video endearing:
 
S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,549
I have been watching a program called "First date" a lot lately. It is a light program that distracts me from my deep loneliness and every now and then I have a few laughs so I enjoy watching it every time .... just today I felt very sad watching at it and I cried a lot because I am sorry that I will never know the love ... it is so good to be in love and it is therefore sad not to have felt these feelings so strong and beautiful ... it is very sad ... we all deserve such a beautiful thing like love:( i imagine that in the moment of my death i'll feel a warm hug and so much love
 
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Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
715
Suicideboys, I've been following them since 2016
 

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