What are you doing this Christmas?

[PinkSakura]

I self harmed and I'm listening to depressing songs laying in bed lol. Wby

 

[Pluto]

I alternated between catnaps and browsing SaSu.

 

[TypeDef_End_Bye]

Existential dread and hopelessness.
No self-harm, makes me go crazy with joy...

 

[Forever Sleep]

Feeling even worse after reading lots of newsy Christmas cards from my relatively normal friends and relatives... Some of which want to meet up.

Other than that- don't really do Christmas. Will likely split the day between here and YouTube- a bad habit I've gotten into... Ought to be job hunting...

Love and hugs to all you lonely soles out there spending it alone like me. Best of luck to those having to face unpleasant family members. ❤

 

[maddaddam]

wishing this was just over

 

[Givenuponlife]

Well, I'm on here lol . I'll be going over to my mum's for Christmas dinner and then return home.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Wishing I could have a global birthday party like Jesus.

 

[Brokensaddle]

Looking for quiet place to stay in mid January away from home so I'm not found so I can successfully ctb this time

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Stuff my fat face, be depressed, ruminate, sasu and sleep.

Basically, business as usual.

 

[ConstantPain]

Didn't get any sleep and now silently detesting my cheating husband who is snoring away. Have been standing over his Christmas card and debating whether or not to tell him that I know and have proof that he cheats or to keep faking it and wish him a Merry Christmas.

 

[tiredone]

Kids opened presets. Now i just sit on sofa on sasu wanting to sleep and not wake up, so i wont ruin their day with my shitty person and mood without motivation to do anything, and eventually pissing my mrs off with fact i do ef all

 

[Rairii]

I hope to be getting some sleep soon but after that I'm going to pretend it's like any other day as to not trigger my PTSD and lonliness. Shouldn't be too hard to do, hopefully.

 

[Silent.Tears]

Crying

 

[AnonymousRobin]

I self harmed and I'm listening to depressing songs laying in bed lol. Wby

we're not celebrating today due to my family needing to work, so i'm probably just gonna bake and hang out ^-^

 

[MidnightDream]

Going to hospital :) fun times

 

[theboy]

Going to hospital :) fun times

what happend

I self harmed and I'm listening to depressing songs laying in bed lol. Wby

oh, so bad :(

 

[Jadzia]

Alone in bed with chronic illness as I am everyday

 

[bed]

i'm supposed to go to my mom's but i think i might cancel. barely slept due to anxiety and im exhausted from the few social gatherings i've had to attend so far leading up to xmas. i hate having to put on a mask and pretending everything is fine. i'm also dealing with a pain flare currently which just makes the situation worse.

 

[enviro400mmc]

Ordering SN as a present to myself

 

[MidnightDream]

what happend

Nothing exciting, in fact it's kinda embarrassing really.
Escalated throat infection has left me unable to swallow anything. Need antibiotics, which I also can't swallow. And obviously water and stuff.. Dehydration is an issue. So looking at getting admitted for IV treatment

 

[theboy]

Nothing exciting, in fact it's kinda embarrassing really.
Escalated throat infection has left me unable to swallow anything. Need antibiotics, which I also can't swallow. And obviously water and stuff.. Dehydration is an issue. So looking at getting admitted for IV treatment

I hope you feel better
illnes sucks

 

[ForeverLonely82]

Nothing at all. Just doing what I do normally and that's rot on my Computer. No money to spend, No where to go for dinner. Just sitting on my fat ass. Christmas is just another day for me.

 

[Bigpink]

Eat and drink alone wishing this will be my last Christmas

 

[outrider567]

Nothing. Too depressed to do anything--She's not here and I shouldn't be either---Will answer texts but won't answer phone, don't want to talk to anybody.

Crying

Each day the same for me

 

[FuneralCry]

Christmas is just another day for me. Commercialised forced optimism is irritating to me and it does seem as though in this world people place so much emphasis on a day that glorifies life and disregards all of the endless suffering that exists.
But yes, today is just another day of wishing that I'm gone and hating the fact that I still exist. I never really want to do much in particular as everything is tiring to me and usually just causes me to suffer more. I've never seen life as being something appealing or worth enduring, under no circumstances could I ever wish to be here.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

My husband has gone to his parents house, and I have a kidney stone so I'm at our house baking cinnamon rolls and watching movies with my dog. Despite the pain, it's been a pretty chill Christmas.

 

[freeziepop98]

trying to reach my 20 posts and find a source for sn

 

[byebyered]

Smoke hella weed , eat food , cry , & think about how much I hate myself (: feels like a regular day to me. THANK GOD I deleted my social media , seeing everybody happy with loved ones & enjoying the holidays would push me to the fucking edge

 

[trayansh]

Just sitting around and feeling empty

 

[Wannagonow]

Not doing anything Christmas. No family, friends or decorations. Today is my dog's birthday, so giving her lots of treats, toys and attention gives me something fun to focus on. (I know, weird and pathetic).