Smashingairwaves
misery factory
- Nov 15, 2018
- 193
Caffeine. I drink so many energy drinks. Self harm too but I don't act on my feelings to do it as much as I used too
benzodiazepines, binge eating, self harm (in my own way) tough sex, codeine
I'm addicted to self-harm. I've come to terms that it is indeed an addiction, I just keep hoping I wake up one day and I magically don't want to do it anymore.
staring at random items around the room and Imagine how to kill/hurt myself with them. I DONT WANT THESE THOUGHTS but I guess theyre addictive because I can't stop.
Hmm, bit like alc, really. Though, I never have smoked weed, maybe one day before I go ...
nicotine , caffeine, chocolate , fries , pizza , sweets and screwing my life up