SHThrowAway213
That's the hell I live with
- Apr 19, 2018
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I'm an alcoholic...i used to be addicted to self-harm too but not any more
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away
I'm an alcoholic...i used to be addicted to self-harm too but not any more
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away
Alcohol, self-harm and tabacco. All help but at the same time tear me apart.
Watching random videos on YouTube and lying to myself that everything is okay
I miss the tobacco, the way it makes me calm, 6 years free off it, every day I have them here and smell them, have my lighter too, if things get to bad I will light up again, I will get a hell of buzz me thinks.I guess I'm addicted to morphine. Iv been on it daily for over a month. I'm trying to quit, I'm on day two of my cold turkey. Couldn't sleep last night and tonight isn't looking any better. I'm suffering from some bad anxiety, restlessness and insomnia.
Im trying hard to fight the urge to use again just to feel better and get some rest. I am only quitting because I don't want to get fully dependent and become a slave to the stuff. If I could keep using without becoming addicted, I would.
I am also addicted to smoking tobacco.
Though, never had heroin or crack coke. But I like the idea.Heroin, Crack, Tobacco
what? Maths?Coke, Speed, Nicotine + Mathematics
hmm I use to smoke whites. only time i felt truly alive. been off it for years. whether thats a good thing or not, i honestly don't know.Heroin, Crack, Tobacco
what? Maths?
Coolhmm I use to smoke whites. only time i felt truly alive. been off it for years. whether thats a good thing or not, i honestly don't know.
yeah. I can hide away from the world and work on problem after problem. After doing it long enough, reading maths is like reading poetry.
Coke, Speed, Nicotine + Mathematics