Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
Wow, Preikestolen looks like a beautiful place to die.
Oh yes... Would be my favourite place... Sadly my family likes to pkay suicide watch, so I can't travel :(
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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Oh yes... Would be my favourite place... Sadly my family likes to pkay suicide watch, so I can't travel :(
That must suck. Do you also cut yourself? I hope your parents arent the type who will randomly ask to show your arm. I cut myself and I've been experimenting with strangling myself but my parents are fully unaware.
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
That must suck. Do you also cut yourself? I hope your parents arent the type who will randomly ask to show your arm. I cut myself and I've been experimenting with strangling myself but my parents are fully unaware.
Yeah, I cut myself... But I need to tell them eighter because I always need to get stitches...
 
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Kennedy

Kennedy

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Dec 18, 2018
3
For my first attempt, I overdosed on a number of OTC meds and gave myself acetaminophen poisoning. Afterwards, my ability to focus, remember words, and recall information was severely impacted. It's been a few years now and I don't think that anything has improved.
 
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21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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For my first attempt, I overdosed on a number of OTC meds and gave myself acetaminophen poisoning. Afterwards, my ability to focus, remember words, and recall information was severely impacted. It's been a few years now and I don't think that anything has improved.
Thank you for your response. I hope you're doing better now, even though you're still on this forum.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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Yeah, I cut myself... But I need to tell them eighter because I always need to get stitches...
Think about it though... If you tell them, they'll take away all your blades and start watching when you cut. In the mood i've been in these past couple of weeks, I cant go a day without cutting. Its the only coping mechanism ive got, and the only thing that wont leave me.
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
The Netherlands? I thought euthanasia was legal there? Do you not qualify?
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
If I travel to amsterdam, I might be able to get on top of a building that high. However, I imagine jumping to death would be quite a painful experience, both physically and emotionally. I should research that option more, thanks!

Which building is that and is it easy to get on top?
 
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21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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The Netherlands? I thought euthanasia was legal there? Do you not qualify?
Well it's not as simple as 'hey i want to die give me the shot doc'. You need to have a diagnosis of an uncurable disease or some shit. It boils down to the fact that not anyone can apply for it.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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Interesting. Could you get on top of those ?
I haven't researched that yet, as jumping is not my preferred way to go out.
 
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throwaway_2620

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Nov 1, 2018
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In case you don't already know, if you're going to use the sodium nitrite method to ctb, you'll need to take anti-emetics (dopamine antagonists such as Metoclopramide or Motilium) and you would take 30-60mg about an hour or so before dissolving 15-20g SN in about 100ml water and drinking it. Whether you choose to live or die, I support your decision either way and I hope you find peace. If you choose to ctb, whatever method you choose, I wish you good luck.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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In case you don't already know, if you're going to use the sodium nitrite method to ctb, you'll need to take anti-emetics (dopamine antagonists such as Metoclopramide or Motilium) and you would take 30-60mg about an hour or so before dissolving 15-20g SN in about 100ml water and drinking it. Whether you choose to live or die, I support your decision either way and I hope you find peace. If you choose to ctb, whatever method you choose, I wish you good luck.
Thank you so much for sharing this!
 
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throwaway_2620

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No problem!
 
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