My desire to talk about whatever(so many people can't handle conversations about negative topics and just want to talk about positive stuff), my German like mentality when it comes to communicating with others(Americans call it being blunt or frank etc), me talking like the way people talked in the 90s(some of the vocabulary is not politically correct now). My lack of a "bubbly" personality. My hatred of the latest trends. EDIT: Being in my 30s with no wife, no house, no kids, no good job and an old ass car. But you know what? THIS.