I think Wellbutrin will be my method of choice. If I do have seizures from an overdose they will be tonic clinic seizures and at least I'll be unconscious when I go through them. I know there's a lot of posts talking about how overdosing is not the best choice but I've done the research on Wellbutrin overdoses.
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I seriously ask you to reconsider, please. Do not recommend going out by a bupropion/Wellbutrin overdose at all, from personal experience.
My last suicide attempt was an overdose of bupropion and lithium when I was desperate, younger and had no access to any other methods. I believe I had a total of 11 grams of bupropion (150mg pills) and 22 grams of lithium. My plan was to die at the beach late at night in the next city and to ensure I didn't back out I stupidly had swallowed some of the pills on the way (public transport) to the beach. I don't remember anything after maybe 20 minutes of swallowing those first pills on the train I was on, I don't remember if I made it to the beach, nor being 'rescued' or the ambulance or even arriving to hospital and the first few days in hospital. I have no idea how many pills I even managed to swallow. I was told afterward that I was found by a stranger/passerby either after having collapsed or having a seizure close to the beach (not on it) and that they called an ambulance who took me to hospital.
From what I was told, I had a total of 4 seizures, cardiac arrhythmia, really vivid hallucinations which I do remember (of bugs both on my skin/arms and the walls), fatigue, inability to walk by myself unassisted for the first 2 days, and as mentioned total amnesia of the first days in hospital. I was kept in hospital for 4-5 days and the first few were in the ICU and then the general ward later. I had no permanent effects or injuries from it all, but apparently if I had not been found it may well have been fatal (had I taken all the pills too). It was not a good experience at all and definitely not a peaceful way to go. I seriously ask you to reconsider, it is not a peaceful method, will be painful and may not even be fatal but leave you with permanent brain damage from the seizures. I hope this helps and wish you the best :)