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withouthope

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if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
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How did they survive..?
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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I mean, truthfully no method is foolproof, even N. It would be great if there were some. No clue how they failed, maybe a miracle? Possibly someone with more knowledge can chime in tho
 
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j.rez729

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Can someone please explain N and why it is so effective. Explain it like I'm a 5 yo retard with drool coming out of my mouth.
 
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withouthope

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I mean, truthfully no method is foolproof, even N. It would be great if there were some. No clue how they failed, maybe a miracle? Possibly someone with more knowledge can chime in tho
Yeah, but 15 grams is a lot. He didn't mention vomiting and wasn't found for two days. Deeply concerning to me because this was my method and I have issues that highten my risk of failure.
 
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if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
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Apparently work did a wellness check and found him after 48 hrs
That's scary
How is he not brain-dead though? 48 hours is a long time
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Yeah, but 15 grams is a lot. He didn't mention vomiting and wasn't found for two days. Deeply concerning to me because this was my method and I have issues that highten my risk of failure.
If it makes you feel any better, this seems more like a one off case, and it's from 8 years ago. Many more people have been successful with it than failed.

I hope you can find the peace you desire though.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Can someone please explain N and why it is so effective. Explain it like I'm a 5 yo retard with drool coming out of my mouth.
If someone doesn't reply before I do.
I wasn't aware you could even get N anymore.
I'm trying to remember but it's what they use to put animals to sleep.
There is also pentobarbital. I think it's a sedative also.
 
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j.rez729

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I finally read the post. Something seems off about it but it's probably real. God I feel for this guy if it's real. If I was straight then living in a small southern town would likely lead to finding a partner but there are no guys here for me and nothing romantic in my future. And you have no clue how narcissistic, flaky, selfish and psychotic most gay men are. Sounds just like the woman in the post. This nightmare has got to end soon.
 
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crocune

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That's scary
How is he not brain-dead though? 48 hours is a long time
No idea but he made some follow up posts on Reddit relating to suicide and hasnt posted in 8 years so maybe he followed through
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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I found a medical report of someone who survived 13g of N.
I did read it. Looks like he was found too soon. It doesn't look like it mentioned how long he he was unconscious before he was found.
I finally read the post. Something seems off about it but it's probably real. God I feel for this guy if it's real. If I was straight then living in a small southern town would likely lead to finding a partner but there are no guys here for me and nothing romantic in my future. And you have no clue how narcissistic, flaky, selfish and psychotic most gay men are. Sounds just like the woman in the post. This nightmare has got to end soon.
I had the same concerns about the post. Honestly we won't know. 🤗 Giving him the benefit of the doubt, I'm sorry his plans didn't work out.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
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He gives no details at all. His N might have been heavily adulterated, who knows. I believe it was in the PPH that I read that no one has been known to survive even 6 gms. of N except in cases of very quick medical intervention. Still, this is what I'm afraid of...
 
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J&L383

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Jul 18, 2023
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He gives no details at all. His N might have been heavily adulterated, who knows. I believe it was in the PPH that I read that no one has been known to survive even 6 gms. of N except in cases of very quick medical intervention. Still, this is what I'm afraid of...
My hunch is that the purity was questionable. 15 G of good quality N always kills a person. Take it from Dignitas - there are no repeat customers.
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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Can someone please explain N and why it is so effective. Explain it like I'm a 5 yo retard with drool coming out of my mouth.
N will shut down every neuron in your brain until entire neuronal networks will be out of service, including the ones responsible with breathing. Your brain will simply forget to breathe. Don't worry, you'll be unconscious long before that happens.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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N will shut down every neuron in your brain until entire neuronal networks will be out of service, including the ones responsible with breathing. Your brain will simply forget to breathe. Don't worry, you'll be unconscious long before that happens.



My hunch is that the purity was questionable. 15 G of good quality N always kills a person. Take it from Dignitas - there are no repeat customers.


Could physical strength impede the effectiveness of N? Most of the people at Dignitas are very frail.
 
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intr0verse

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In my opinion, no. However, i think overweight people should use a bit more given that N is highly lipophilic and will redistribute rapidly to all fatty tissue.
 
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Aug 12, 2019
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1. there is no proof this person isn't just making this up.
2. even if they were being totally honest and we know humans never lie and are always perfectly honest, even then we don't know where he got the "N", or if it was powdered N which could have been diluted. also could have been old and or expired N or fake N .

i find it odd how the 1 or 2 or very few cases of supposedely failed suicide attempts with N , shotgun are the ones we see everywhere on the internet and youtube .

even then they still haven't been able to broadcast a case that survived and had permanent damage with N or SN. but if there were one we'd see that one all over too , you can bet on it.

I have not seen a single case with either N or SN that was brought back to life and then had permanent damage. that's why they are working so hard to restrict and criminalize these.
 
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L'absent

L'absent

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This testimony is clearly false. A dose of 15 grams of Nembutal is absolutely lethal, and there is no rational possibility of surviving such a high dose without immediate medical intervention, which would still not guarantee the absence of permanent damage. The idea that someone could be "undiscovered for two days" after taking a lethal dose of Nembutal is completely implausible, as intoxication quickly leads to unconsciousness, and without prompt medical care, it would be impossible to stay alive.
Furthermore, the alleged "full recovery" described is equally unrealistic. Those who survive a suicide attempt with Nembutal typically suffer severe damage to vital organs like the liver and kidneys, and recovery takes months, not a quick return to normalcy. So, the idea of a rapid and complete recovery without lasting consequences is medically unfounded.
In short, this story is not credible. Surviving a lethal dose of Nembutal is virtually impossible without severe damage or death, and such accounts, especially on platforms like Reddit, should be taken with great caution.
I mean, truthfully no method is foolproof, even N. It would be great if there were some. No clue how they failed, maybe a miracle? Possibly someone with more knowledge can chime in tho
Suicide with Nembutal, if taken in the appropriate lethal doses, is absolutely lethal and leaves no chance of survival. The lethal doses of Nembutal, usually ranging from 10 to 20 grams, cause respiratory arrest that leads to death with a 100% probability. There are no documented cases of survival after a lethal dose of Nembutal, neither without severe damage nor with recovery. Nembutal, when taken in lethal doses, is a method of suicide that is 100% certain, with no chance of survival.
Therefore, any statement claiming "no method is 100% certain" is not valid in this case. Nembutal, when taken correctly, leads to certain death.
 
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I wasn't aware you could even get N anymore.
I'm trying to remember but it's what they use to put animals to sleep.
There is also pentobarbital. I think it's a sedative also.
You can not get "N" anymore. Nembutal or "N" is a brand-name for pentobarbital and is no longer manufactured. The original Reddit post is 8 years old.
 
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I found a medical report of someone who survived 13g of N.
What a terrible experience. To be "rescued". The unlucky guy had a respiratory arrest at scene but was intubated and transferred to hospital. 6 days at the hospital with tubes every where and then to the ward.
A failed attempt is a complete disaster, much worse then death and the life you had before the attempt.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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You can not get "N" anymore. Nembutal or "N" is a brand-name for pentobarbital and is no longer manufactured. The original Reddit post is 8 years old.
I did notice later on that the post was old.🙄
 
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suffering_mo

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Very simple explanation....the powdered N was not pure or pure enough.... maybe not even N as the person had thought.

I read an account on here of someone who survived 25g of it and it was a believable story. I think they may have even showed medical records. There were later posts of people who had their N tested at a chemical laboratory, only to find out that some was only 20% to 60% pure with the rest filler of something else. The dealer was scamming people.... increasingly more over time.
 
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conflagration

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Pentobarbital is neuroprotective, so no brain damage in case of failure. Truly perfect method.
 
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2messdup

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That's scary
How is he not brain-dead though? 48 hours is a long time
Probably just slept heavily for a long time. Are you familiar with the books about the vet, All creatures great and small? In one story there, James the vet gives a sheep a big slug of N to euthase it because it was suffering. It was unconscious for a few days then woke up normal
 
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Valhala

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Jul 30, 2024
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Either N was fake or old (which significantly reduces its effectiveness), or he took a smaller dose or was found too quickly and received medical care. There is no theoretical possibility to survive N in the appropriate dose, within the expiration date and without timely medical intervention.
 
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This post is from 8 years ago but anyway the only way something like this happens is when doctors cruelly reverse the effects of their attempt and drag their soul back into the hell they tried so hard to escape from. Their repeated violations of their sworn "do no harm" clauses are repulsive, they feel no guilt or shame. They don't see anything wrong with resurrecting patients against their will.
 
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