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I've tried and tried to reach out for help and now I guess it's over
. I got iscolated from my friends cause we shifted to a new place. I reached out to them and they don't even care.
I tried reaching out for help on this website but that's not even working either, I told people to PM me if anybody wanted to talk and a few people did and now they are not online that much OR they just don't wanna talk .
I am so fucking lonely that it hurts my feelings can't stop crying while writing this ( tears are falling on my mobile screen)
I just needed a friend a true friend male/female idk who I can't spend sometime with via chating or idk doing some other activities like playing games and nobodys helping.
Well here I am a 18 year old boy asking for the most painful methods to commit suicide cause I deserve it. I don't know why am I so nice to people I m so caring will show up even my most important times to help and I never get that back. I used to keep telling people to love themselves and I don't love myself that's the truth.
Well that's it I don't have enough words to explain my pain. I have a weird chest pain right now and it's cause I'm so hurt
by how people treat me.
My life in Australia (I miss you Wendy, Sarah, Alex, Anderson, Parker........)was lot better than the shitty country I'm in Right now.
Well I have Anhedonia ( aka -1000 confidence) and I just wanted someone to boy or girl to fix that by telling me that I was deserving of love and giving me that push and company so yeah
But still if anybody wants to talk to me you can PM me and My insta: "Passionatemob"
So, if you can make me feel better that by PMing me or messaging me on insta that be great
. I don't we probably can make good friends. I'll really appreciate it. That's all I have to say.
I'm done with existing. I hope I never existed.
I've tried and tried to reach out for help and now I guess it's over
. I got iscolated from my friends cause we shifted to a new place. I reached out to them and they don't even care.I tried reaching out for help on this website but that's not even working either, I told people to PM me if anybody wanted to talk and a few people did and now they are not online that much OR they just don't wanna talk .
I am so fucking lonely that it hurts my feelings can't stop crying while writing this ( tears are falling on my mobile screen)
I just needed a friend a true friend male/female idk who I can't spend sometime with via chating or idk doing some other activities like playing games and nobodys helping.Well here I am a 18 year old boy asking for the most painful methods to commit suicide cause I deserve it. I don't know why am I so nice to people I m so caring will show up even my most important times to help and I never get that back. I used to keep telling people to love themselves and I don't love myself that's the truth.
Well that's it I don't have enough words to explain my pain. I have a weird chest pain right now and it's cause I'm so hurt
by how people treat me.My life in Australia (I miss you Wendy, Sarah, Alex, Anderson, Parker........)was lot better than the shitty country I'm in Right now.
Well I have Anhedonia ( aka -1000 confidence) and I just wanted someone to boy or girl to fix that by telling me that I was deserving of love and giving me that push and company so yeah
But still if anybody wants to talk to me you can PM me and My insta: "Passionatemob"
So, if you can make me feel better that by PMing me or messaging me on insta that be great
. I don't we probably can make good friends. I'll really appreciate it. That's all I have to say. I'm done with existing
. I hope I never existed.
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