lorazepam is my love it just makes me calm or in high enough doses i just knock out, its nice being asleep because it's close to death, idk, brain empty, no thoughts, no suffering, especially sublingual when ur feeling very panicked.
taking concerta and peeling the outer extended release coating off because it's a nice high
percs because better sex
but don't quote me on that
as for otc drugs, benadryl is great for sleeping tbh or a Mild Dissociative Trip
and 枇杷膏 just slaps all my chinese homies know